Recently a gay friend of mine showed me an article he was looking at online. It was about a guy who could suck his own dick and had been doing so since he was sexually able to. My friend made a jokey comment about me being flexible from the gymnastics I still very much enjoy, and said he'd love to see me in that position. I laughed with him, but seeing the picture of the guy sucking himself off, made me think I'd definitely be able to do it.
Forgetting about it until about month ago, as I was alone in my apartment bored yet horny, with my girlfriend who sometimes stays over, at work. I decided to see if I could at least lick my own dick.
My cock when erect measures just a little over eight inches. So getting myself on my bed, I lay on my back and flipped my legs over my head. Playing with my cock, I soon became erect and moved my body so the head of my dick moved much closer to my mouth. With a little more maneuvering I was easily able to lick the head of my cock, but thought I shouldn't go any further as that surely would be a gay act. But I was totally turned by then and opened my mouth. Pressing down some more, I took in at least a couple of inches and began to suck on my own cock. It felt totally weird at first. Almost like someone else was sucking on my cock, but I had it in my mouth.
Getting more and more confident, I took another inch over my tongue and really began to go for it, giving myself a blow job. The whole experience was surreal, yet so exciting at the same time. Stroking my cock shaft and sucking hard on the head, fucking my own mouth, I found myself getting close to climax. I had to decide if I was going to let my cock fall from my mouth and cum all over myself, or swallow my own cum.
In the event, as I came so hard and so much, I had no choice but to swallow my own cum. It tasted weird, but not so I didn't like it. Finishing off the last drops, I kind of congratulated myself and settled back to lying on my back, naked and completely at ease with myself.
The following afternoon I did the same thing, but sat up and moved my legs up and behind arms. It gave me greater access to my cock, and I was soon taking nearly half of my pulsating dick into my mouth. Sucking away on it for a long time, before I knew it I was ready to cum. Holding off my orgasm I managed to reach my phone and took a picture of myself sucking my own cock. No soner than I'd dropped my phone, my cock exploded and I drank down my own cum for the second time in two days.
Looking at the picture later on as I opened a second bottle of wine, I played with the idea of letting my friend see it. Using an app, I messed with the picture and hid my face but not my mouth, then sent it to my gay friend. His response was to text back "Wow, nice cock and a perfect asshole. Knew you'd be able to do it. How about inviting round next time xxx".
It was only then I realized the tattoo I have at the top of my leg, a tattoo my friend knows all about, was visible. Texting him back I apologized, but he responded by texting "Ever get the urge to let me fuck you, I'm there bro".
Meeting up with him a few days later, I apologized again and told him I'd sent it when I was drunk. He laughed and said it was our secret, but his comment stood.
Last weekend with my girlfriend away with some of her friends, my friend visited me. We drank beer then wine and ate pizza. He commented on the picture and asked me if I'd sucked on my cock since. I was going to lie to him, but found myself telling him I couldn't stop sucking my own cock. I could tell it was turning him on, and I knew he was going to ask me to do it. So when he did, I just stripped naked in front of him, sat further back onto the couch and flipped my legs over. Playing with my cock, once again I sucked it in and began to blow myself. My friend watched and began to rub himself through his shorts. Then as I got bolder, he took off his shorts, t-shirt and boxers. His cock which was around the same length as mine, only thicker, was already fully erect. Getting up close to me, he licked his middle finger and from the position I was in presenting my asshole forwards, he slipped his finger into my butt.
In rhythm to the way I was giving myself head, he began to fuck my asshole with his finger. It felt strange but didn't hurt, so I grunted a kind of acceptance to him. He finger fucked me for some time before tasking out his finger and replacing it with his tongue. I couldn't hold off, seeing my friensd who I'd known for over twen years licking my asshole as I sucked on my dick, had my cock erupting like it had never done so before. I came so much and with so much force, it leeked out of the sides of my mouth. He sawit flowing down my chin and moved up from my asshole to my face and began to lick my cum off my face. Releasing my cock, he kissed me and I found myself kissing him back.
We carried on kissing after I'd moved onto my back. His erect cock was pressing onto my stomach as he took control of our sexual clinch. Then breaking away, he asked me if I'd suck him off. I nodded knowing from sucking my own cock, I'd be able to take his. Moving up my body, he pushed his cock into my mouth and I began my first ever (other) male blow job.
Sucking in his cock as I'd done my own, then licking all around his bulbous cock head, I soon had him moaning out loud. Moving us over and around after some time, I was lay on my side with his cock fucking my face. With my own cock, I'm able to take three sometimes four inches into my mouth. He forced every inch of his into my mouth and on down my throat. And still I was able to take every beautiful inch of his cock. Holding the back of my head as he fucked my mouth, I felt his cock pulsing over my tongue, then his cock exploded filling my mouth and throat with his hot sticky cum. I was already rsigned to swallowing his seed, so I just relaxed and let it flow down into my stomach.
On my couch over the next quarter of an hour, we lay there kissing and fondling each other. His hands made for my ass at one point, and he gripped my cheeks pulling the apart. Breaking off the kiss, he told me "Your going to let me fuck this one day". Looking at a guy I already loved in my own way, I told him "Stay over and you can have it tonight".
On my bed, my legs over my head and my cock in my mouth about an hour later, my friend tongued out my asshole for a long long time. My cock had just become fully erect again, when he rose up, slipped a condom over his cock and moved upto me. looking down on me as he knelt up, he put his cock to my asshole and pushed in. Unlike his finger earlier, this did hurt. Yet with my own cock in my mouth and his slow easy slide into my body, my asshole quickly accepted him inside. Telling me how much he'd longed to fuck me, he began to thrust into my ass and believe me, I couldn't have been happier.
We, he fucked me for an age. He'd already cum down my throat, so he slid that gorgeous cock of his into my butt over and over again. The view I had being so close to my own ass was awesome, and it only turned me on even more. Seeing his cock slide into me from that vantage point was the strangest thing, yet it was also the most amazingly beautiful thing too.
I came first. His cock was literally inches from my face fucking my ass and I couldn't hold off any longer. I'd wanted to cum for some time, but wanted him to fill the condom up my asshole first. But my cock had it's own agenda and I came filling my mouth. No soone than he saw me jerking from my orgasm, he told me he was close. Pulling out of my asshole, he dragged the condom off and presented his cock to me. Opening my mouth with my own cum still covering my tongue, he unloaded spurting his cum into my mouth to join my own.
Holding it in my mouth, he helped me unfurl myself and then we kissed. I shared our cum with him as we both drank down our love juices, sharing something beyond the sexual time we'd just had.
There's no denying we've become gay lovers since then, as he's fucked me twice more. Once in my apartment, and once more by a lake close by his home. That was two days ago and he fucked me bareback. I've known him a long time so I know when he told me he was safe, I could trust him. Feeling his cum flood my asshole was so special, I had what I call an extra orgasm after I'd already cum myself all over the grass beneath me.
I know there is a decision to make, and one which will hurt either way. My girlfriend obviously knows about my friendship with my gay friend. She doesn't know however we've become lovers. And she also doesn't know I've fallen for him in a big way.
Am I trying to convince myself here, I suppose I am.