Tony, whom we called "Junior" and I were around 12 or so. We grew up with him living next door but went to different schools. A Catholic, his father sent him to a Catholic school. One day, seemingly out of the blue, he asked me to follow him into his garage. There, he took out his penis and began to caress it, then gripped it with a tight hold and he would begin to moan. Junior had a large penis and I had never seen one before so he let me touch it but I was afraid of it. He put it back in his pants and told me that his pop has a habit he had seen one day while playing with his father's boots in his father's closet. When he heard his father coming into the room he kept quiet in the closet.

His father, a big bear of a man, came into his room groaning, holding a paper napkin, took out his "big trunk" as Junior called it, and "whipped it hard" until he screamed and the trunk gave out some stuff into the napkin. Junior asked me if I wanted to see it because he had seen it half a dozen times hiding in the closet. The closet had louvered doors from which one could see downward. That late afternoon, we brought a small ladder into the large closet and stood on it to watch pop.

Right at the time Junior said, his pop came in groaning with a paper towel from the kitchen and dropped his pants. This was the second cock I had seen in my life and it was so large I thought there was something wrong with it. Pop "whipped it" with both hands at first then used one hand and shot his load, as I came to know it, into the paper towel, then left his room. A few days later Junior showed me a bunch of porn sites and we watched all kinds of sexual activities including what we learned was wanking or "jerking off."

Junior and I started to jerk him off into his paper towel also, like his dad. I enjoyed it and noted that his cock was larger than most on the porn sites but those were also large. Larger than any we had seen was Junior's dad. It was huge and I could not stop thinking about it. When we turned 13 Junior showed me porn on line with fucking and sucking and so forth. We tried oral stuff and could not fit much of Junior's cock into my mouth. Something told me not to fuck Junior, so I did not. We went to see his pop wanking several times and I began to be fixated on the massive, thick and husky cock of his father's. The head was shiny, the size of a tangerine and red, with no foreskin.

I imagined his father on top of me sliding it into my wet vagina, still with lots of effort, but getting it in and what that would feel like as he slid it into and out of me. I began to use large cucumbers on myself and got to know a lot watching porn sites. However, I never stopped thinking of Junior's dad's colossal cock. At 16, I finally let a boy fuck me and it was disappointing, to say the least. By then I was not hanging out with Junior any longer.


I dare not sneak into his closet as I did as a kid but even now, I still fantasize about Junior's dad's cock. When I see him in his yard my eyes always drop to his crotch and I have to stop looking. Once in a while I notice that he has a large lump in his crotch. A year ago, I called Junior and asked him to try to take a photo of his dad's cock "to see if my memory serves." Junior said, "Easy, he often gets a hard on while sleeping on his back and it sticks out and up like a giant, thick, branchless redwood." Days later, I received an email with several shots and quickly began to masturbate to them. I printed them out and spread them on my bed and went to the kitchen for a cucumber. I love doing it and I cum fairly quickly doing it.

I know he would fuck me with it if I asked him to. He always looks at my legs and ass and smiles. I think at some point, I will tell him that I want him to jam it into me.