I hope this is the right choice I'm addicted to telling you all my experiences but everytime I fail to mention yes I love sucking cock and begging them to cum in my ass the more my ass gets filled the happier I am but what I didn't mention when I snort cocaine or blow it in a tube up my clean ass all I can do is think about cock but really intense at first I'd get coke dick where it wouldn't get hard but that's ok because I do the sucking and they do the fucking and I'm happy that way ever since I was 7 or 8 and would get cock ever where even when I'd go to the movies I'd be in the back row and get to play with all kinds of cock mind you I was like 12 by then I especially loved it when they'd stick it in my ass and cum hard all the older boys loved the way I'd suck and fuck

Well getting on with it I never told my folks in fear that the boys would kill me like they said it went on in the bushes for 3 years and I found if I acted like I didn't want to they'd fuck me 2 or times each by the 3rd year they would bring up to 20 teenagers strip my clothes and make fun of my little dick but I didn't care cause I was sucking and being fucked real good after they were done they would leave me there naked so I'd squat and feel cum pouring out of me when there was no more I'd get dressed and look forward to the next day

Anyway I broke down and told my oldest sister about what had happened to me and I went into detail up to a month ago she said it was m****tation but I told her I really like it at least sucking and being a cum dump so she said she was going to find someone to help me my sis is a child therapist for battered and abused children so she called me but before she said anything I told her I wanted a woman therapist cause a man would think stuff but this woman wants to put me under to when I was 7 or 8 and figger why I'm the way I am I'll keep you all posted so I can find out why I love cock in me and shooting in me

I wish you all lived in socal so I could suck you and have you or even you and your friends shoot your wads deep in my ass love you all p.s. I'm not into hugging or kissing just sucking and fucking if you have any advise email me at ultimatekeys at msn dot com and if you are in socal especially santa barbara ventura or port hueneme maybe we can hook up
Thanks