Straight Female / 29
I am feeling excited and nervous, I have been planning this confession for about 2-3 months and the day is finally here when everything is right. This may get a bit confused as my head is all over the place but I will try and keep on track.
Sooo I have dropped off my daughter (5y) at school and my son (2y) at nursery and come straight back home as I have no work today. Normally I don't take my boy in if I am not working but today I need to talk to you guys. I live in Oxfordshire, England and work as a HR Consultant for several small and medium sized busineses around here and in the Cotswolds. My partner works in finance and travels a bit most weeks which gives me quite a lot of time to think. I guess what I am trying to say is we are a lucky professional couple, some would say attractive couple who have a nice house and a lot going for us.
So why am I naked in my lounge with my laptop exposing my dirty thoughts with strangers, and touching myself while I do it. Because I am bored, my life is lovely but totally tasteless, not even vanilla. When I was 18 I had a boyfriend, a bad boy. He was utterly gorgeous, fit, dirty blonde hair, funny and a total charmer and of course a rebel. He was a wood carver and had a job at a Rural Life Centre making fences, repairing sheds and buildings as well as demonstrating his art and craft skills. He was paid almost nothing but sold some of his stuff and lived in a caravan on the site. We are talking touring caravan not like a trailer home but he was the happiest person I'd evermet. My parents hated him, they could see he was bad from the start but I was "in love"
Our first date was at a local bar that has live music and we just had a great time,both flirting wildly with each other. He told me about where he lived and made it sound beautiful, which it was, and we agreed I would go visit him there at the weekend. I went when the Centre was open to the public and he showed me around and where he lived. He left mein the caravan when he went off to close up around 6pm, make sure the visitors left and the animals were shut in and everything was secure. When he came back we were totally alone in like this paradise setting itmade me feelsoexcited.
He went for a shower in a building next to his caravan and when he came back he was just holding his towel partly covering himself but partly not I think I must have just stared, he laughed and said it was no problem as there is no one about so he is often naked. I just said "I'm about" and he replied Yeah but I'm okay with you seeing, We sat on the seat/bed and started kissing and soon I had his cock in my hand he chuckled and said he knew I wasn't shy. Then he told me to stand in front of him and undress, it was like an instruction. I just did it.
I was told to stop when I was just in my panties and he told me to turn around while he just looked at my body. He held out his hand, I took it and stepped towards him and he slowly pulled down my panties exposing my pussy an my bum, he pushed me back so I was like nearly a metre away and told me to turn some more. I was utterly speachless, I didn't say a word. I was naked but I felt so much more than naked showing myself to this gorgeous guy I hardly knew, I could actually feel his eyes on me, my titties, my belly, my bum, my legs and my pussy. It seemed like ages he hadme turning like that for him. My nipples were swelling, I have puffy nipples, and my pussy was tingling and my movements were making me wet down there. He signalled and I stopped facing him.
"Have you got any condoms" "Yes" I replied, "You better put one on me don't you think" "Yes" I replied. My face must have been bright red. I got some condoms out of my bag and opened one up. He took the pack and said "You've used a few of these. Do you have a boyfriend then ?" I replied I didn't "Youmust be a very bad girl then" I snapped back "I'm not, I gave some to my friend" I immediatly regretted saying something so stupid, so added "Sometimes I'm bad"
I rolled the condom onto his hard cock, it was a tight fit and didn't go all the way down. "You like to fuck ?" he asked straight out, I gulped "Of course". "Are you going to ask me to fuck you ?" "No" "I think you will" "I shouldn't have to ask" this went on for a bit then I said "Okay,please will you fuck me" "Not good enough, you really want it,bad girl" So I pleaded "Please I want to feel your cock in me so bad, please pushhim inmy pussy and fuckme, please", "Say the "C" word" "No I won't say that, I say pussy or vag but not the "C" word"
He looked at me,and I really was pleading "Okay, good enough" and he guided me to the bed and buried his face in my wet pussy. I was so close to orgasm already when he got on top of me between my legs and easily slid his large cock into me. I had been so close, I orgasmed pretty much straight away. "Bad girl" he said "I really foundme a bad girl" he made it sound like something I should have been proud of so I replied "Yeah" between kisses. He was very clever with words and manipulative and while we were fucking got me to ask him if I could stay the night, which he then considered and agreed to if I would make it worth his while and I promised I would.
The evening we walked around the farm and he showed me stuff and things he had made and by bedtime he was ready to fuck some more. He wasn't ever romantic but played with my head so I always wanted more. I had told him I had protection so we didn't use a condom the second time and it was a much slower fuck. After an orgasm he asked me if I wanted to be his girlfriend, I told him that as I was staying over and this was our second fuck of the evening I had kind of assumed I was. He said No that was just fucking, I really started to boil,he let me get pretty angry (while we are still fucking) and says "Well I'm asking you now, I want you to be my girlfriend" I was still fuming "That's not asking, thats telling me" "Okay" he says "I'm telling you". I quickly move from anger to laughing "That's fine then, I accept your instruction" and we do a smoochy big kiss.
We talked while he was still in me. I should have realised then how controlling he was, but I really didn't care, I wanted what he was offering, I had never dated a real bad boy before and it seemed so exciting. He told me he needed a lot of sex and expected me to give it "Okay". He doesn't expect to use a condom "Okay". It's up to me to make sure I don't get pregnant "Okay" He really really doesn't want babies,not yet anyway "Okay no babies" Then right on cue he finished inside me and held me tight, I felt amazing. I licked and sucked him clean and went to sleep next to my new man with his cum inside me. Felt soo good.
By the following weekend I had pretty muckmoved in with him and did some casual jobs around the farm, I tried really hard not to follow him around, but if I need there were always teenage girls and sometimes even their mums leering and drooling over him. I was really aware that if I wanted to keep him I had to be really bad full on. We fucked every lunch break, after work when the people had gone and at night but also we had a great laugh and a great time, he was so easy to talk to, I was just totally besotted, and of course,he knew it.
I told him one day in one of our long conversations that my parents and some of my friends had told me he was bad for me and that I should pull back from him. He worked me real good, he was sooo hurt and said I had got close to him and I was going to hurt him just like everyone else did. I tried to say that I wanted to be with him and that I loved him. Then my biggest mistake ever "I will do anything for you" Suddenly he warmed to me again and asked me to repeat that "I'll do anything for you" From then on this became like his mantra and like a dummy I'd tell him I'd do anything for him.
One evening a friend of hi came around and we went to the lake in the evening Sun and the guys smoked I was wearing a bikini, sporty rather than sexy and we laid down in the warmth. "Hey I don't want my girl with tanlines, take that top off" I did a kind of embarrassed giggle and tried to ignore but he insisted so I pulled my top over my head and showed my titties. Calm conversation for a bit then he asks the other guy how he rates my tits and the pair of them discuss me like I'm not there. Guy two says that my nipples are amazing so boyfriend says he can feel if he likes. He at least has the decency to ask me if it's okay and I say "If it's alright with him it's okay with me. Sure" The guy is pretty gentle and it's fine, then bf homes in and starts sucking one and his friend follows his lead. "I'll do anything for you" is going round and around in my head.
Lets skinny dip in the lake says bf. I decline but the two boys lose there shorts and run in the water, they are gone for maybe five minutes and I am then faced with two wet naked guys standing over me on my balnket again I am the centre of attention. "We're naked, can't have you all covered up" he says as he pulls my bikini bottoms off and the both play with my tits. "Clare, I'm just going to have to fuck you now coz you've made me so horny, it's your fault" I don't resist as he climbs on me and pushes inside. Put your cock in her mouth he tells guy 2 she'll give you a suck.Guy 2 doesn't need telling twice. Soon guy 2 cums his load in my mouth and bf pulls out and we walk back to the caravan pretty much in silence.
I know it is pointless me complaining about what has just happened so when bf comes back having let his friend out we just go straight back to making out. He is so excited about what I did he is like a kid and tells me I'm wonferful and the best girlfriend ever and I believe it all and we have great sex. He is okay I got naked and sucked another guys cock and I feel so relieved that I did the right thing.
Few days later his cousin comes to stay for the weekend, in the tiny caravan, and we are all having a cool time. They are smoking and relaxed and at bed time me and bf go into our bed at one end and cousin on the bed we made up the other end, like 3 metres away,no doors,no curtains. I try to encourage bf to fuck quietly but he fucks me hard and sometimes talks to his cousin while we are fucking, including telling him how good I am. When we are finished he apologises to cousin for embarrassing him like that but the little guy says it was a huge turn on and it'sleft himwith a realboner. "Shall I send Clare down for you then ?" "Fuck yeah please". He pushed me out of the bed and I assume I am going to do another blow job when he calls out in the dark, "Give her a good fuck cuz" and tells me to spend the night there because he has an early start. I am still full of bf's cum so I wipe of what's leaked and get into bed with cuz.He fucks me too and leaves hisload with my bf's.
In the morning,it's still early bf has gone out tolook after the animals so I am in the crazy situation of waking up in my bf's caravan but with another guy. What the fuck am I supposed to do. I'd have to climb over cuz to get out so I lay as still as I can. Of course he wakes with morning wood and rolls right over on top ofme to relieve it. The whole weekend the two of them use me. I spend an age washing bedsheets covered in cum.
From then on I am often stripped at night by the firepit by the lake when we have friends around, often guys but sometimes mixed I have no say what happens tome,but still I think we are inlove. Sometimes he gives one of the guys a condon, one of mine, to take me into the bushes to fuck me and the guy is always congratulated on his return and asked how I was. I am expected to give a full girlfriend service, if I do notplease he sends me off with more.
I lived like this for 18 months except we moved to a room in a house in the mid winter until I decided I would go to university and study business. At one time I went into therapy and I understand how he used me, but you know I never regret it. I actually loved being used like that, and he had a lot of good things about him.
That's why I needed to Confess to you guys becaus I just can't tell anyone here how I feel. People here think I am a Yummy Mummy I am pretty, I have a nice car, a nice house and the most beautiful children any Mum ever had, but I know inside I am a slut and a whore,
God I have got so horny writing that, I hope it's not too much of a mixed up mess. I have had two orgasms playing with myself writing this and am still uncontrolably horny I think I am going to phone a guy who has been flirting with me at the gym to see if he is real or just mouth.
Have to do that then clean up before the school run at about 3.
Big thak you to those who have read right through, really appreciates telling someone.
Clare xx
Sooo I have dropped off my daughter (5y) at school and my son (2y) at nursery and come straight back home as I have no work today. Normally I don't take my boy in if I am not working but today I need to talk to you guys. I live in Oxfordshire, England and work as a HR Consultant for several small and medium sized busineses around here and in the Cotswolds. My partner works in finance and travels a bit most weeks which gives me quite a lot of time to think. I guess what I am trying to say is we are a lucky professional couple, some would say attractive couple who have a nice house and a lot going for us.
So why am I naked in my lounge with my laptop exposing my dirty thoughts with strangers, and touching myself while I do it. Because I am bored, my life is lovely but totally tasteless, not even vanilla. When I was 18 I had a boyfriend, a bad boy. He was utterly gorgeous, fit, dirty blonde hair, funny and a total charmer and of course a rebel. He was a wood carver and had a job at a Rural Life Centre making fences, repairing sheds and buildings as well as demonstrating his art and craft skills. He was paid almost nothing but sold some of his stuff and lived in a caravan on the site. We are talking touring caravan not like a trailer home but he was the happiest person I'd evermet. My parents hated him, they could see he was bad from the start but I was "in love"
Our first date was at a local bar that has live music and we just had a great time,both flirting wildly with each other. He told me about where he lived and made it sound beautiful, which it was, and we agreed I would go visit him there at the weekend. I went when the Centre was open to the public and he showed me around and where he lived. He left mein the caravan when he went off to close up around 6pm, make sure the visitors left and the animals were shut in and everything was secure. When he came back we were totally alone in like this paradise setting itmade me feelsoexcited.
He went for a shower in a building next to his caravan and when he came back he was just holding his towel partly covering himself but partly not I think I must have just stared, he laughed and said it was no problem as there is no one about so he is often naked. I just said "I'm about" and he replied Yeah but I'm okay with you seeing, We sat on the seat/bed and started kissing and soon I had his cock in my hand he chuckled and said he knew I wasn't shy. Then he told me to stand in front of him and undress, it was like an instruction. I just did it.
I was told to stop when I was just in my panties and he told me to turn around while he just looked at my body. He held out his hand, I took it and stepped towards him and he slowly pulled down my panties exposing my pussy an my bum, he pushed me back so I was like nearly a metre away and told me to turn some more. I was utterly speachless, I didn't say a word. I was naked but I felt so much more than naked showing myself to this gorgeous guy I hardly knew, I could actually feel his eyes on me, my titties, my belly, my bum, my legs and my pussy. It seemed like ages he hadme turning like that for him. My nipples were swelling, I have puffy nipples, and my pussy was tingling and my movements were making me wet down there. He signalled and I stopped facing him.
"Have you got any condoms" "Yes" I replied, "You better put one on me don't you think" "Yes" I replied. My face must have been bright red. I got some condoms out of my bag and opened one up. He took the pack and said "You've used a few of these. Do you have a boyfriend then ?" I replied I didn't "Youmust be a very bad girl then" I snapped back "I'm not, I gave some to my friend" I immediatly regretted saying something so stupid, so added "Sometimes I'm bad"
I rolled the condom onto his hard cock, it was a tight fit and didn't go all the way down. "You like to fuck ?" he asked straight out, I gulped "Of course". "Are you going to ask me to fuck you ?" "No" "I think you will" "I shouldn't have to ask" this went on for a bit then I said "Okay,please will you fuck me" "Not good enough, you really want it,bad girl" So I pleaded "Please I want to feel your cock in me so bad, please pushhim inmy pussy and fuckme, please", "Say the "C" word" "No I won't say that, I say pussy or vag but not the "C" word"
He looked at me,and I really was pleading "Okay, good enough" and he guided me to the bed and buried his face in my wet pussy. I was so close to orgasm already when he got on top of me between my legs and easily slid his large cock into me. I had been so close, I orgasmed pretty much straight away. "Bad girl" he said "I really foundme a bad girl" he made it sound like something I should have been proud of so I replied "Yeah" between kisses. He was very clever with words and manipulative and while we were fucking got me to ask him if I could stay the night, which he then considered and agreed to if I would make it worth his while and I promised I would.
The evening we walked around the farm and he showed me stuff and things he had made and by bedtime he was ready to fuck some more. He wasn't ever romantic but played with my head so I always wanted more. I had told him I had protection so we didn't use a condom the second time and it was a much slower fuck. After an orgasm he asked me if I wanted to be his girlfriend, I told him that as I was staying over and this was our second fuck of the evening I had kind of assumed I was. He said No that was just fucking, I really started to boil,he let me get pretty angry (while we are still fucking) and says "Well I'm asking you now, I want you to be my girlfriend" I was still fuming "That's not asking, thats telling me" "Okay" he says "I'm telling you". I quickly move from anger to laughing "That's fine then, I accept your instruction" and we do a smoochy big kiss.
We talked while he was still in me. I should have realised then how controlling he was, but I really didn't care, I wanted what he was offering, I had never dated a real bad boy before and it seemed so exciting. He told me he needed a lot of sex and expected me to give it "Okay". He doesn't expect to use a condom "Okay". It's up to me to make sure I don't get pregnant "Okay" He really really doesn't want babies,not yet anyway "Okay no babies" Then right on cue he finished inside me and held me tight, I felt amazing. I licked and sucked him clean and went to sleep next to my new man with his cum inside me. Felt soo good.
By the following weekend I had pretty muckmoved in with him and did some casual jobs around the farm, I tried really hard not to follow him around, but if I need there were always teenage girls and sometimes even their mums leering and drooling over him. I was really aware that if I wanted to keep him I had to be really bad full on. We fucked every lunch break, after work when the people had gone and at night but also we had a great laugh and a great time, he was so easy to talk to, I was just totally besotted, and of course,he knew it.
I told him one day in one of our long conversations that my parents and some of my friends had told me he was bad for me and that I should pull back from him. He worked me real good, he was sooo hurt and said I had got close to him and I was going to hurt him just like everyone else did. I tried to say that I wanted to be with him and that I loved him. Then my biggest mistake ever "I will do anything for you" Suddenly he warmed to me again and asked me to repeat that "I'll do anything for you" From then on this became like his mantra and like a dummy I'd tell him I'd do anything for him.
One evening a friend of hi came around and we went to the lake in the evening Sun and the guys smoked I was wearing a bikini, sporty rather than sexy and we laid down in the warmth. "Hey I don't want my girl with tanlines, take that top off" I did a kind of embarrassed giggle and tried to ignore but he insisted so I pulled my top over my head and showed my titties. Calm conversation for a bit then he asks the other guy how he rates my tits and the pair of them discuss me like I'm not there. Guy two says that my nipples are amazing so boyfriend says he can feel if he likes. He at least has the decency to ask me if it's okay and I say "If it's alright with him it's okay with me. Sure" The guy is pretty gentle and it's fine, then bf homes in and starts sucking one and his friend follows his lead. "I'll do anything for you" is going round and around in my head.
Lets skinny dip in the lake says bf. I decline but the two boys lose there shorts and run in the water, they are gone for maybe five minutes and I am then faced with two wet naked guys standing over me on my balnket again I am the centre of attention. "We're naked, can't have you all covered up" he says as he pulls my bikini bottoms off and the both play with my tits. "Clare, I'm just going to have to fuck you now coz you've made me so horny, it's your fault" I don't resist as he climbs on me and pushes inside. Put your cock in her mouth he tells guy 2 she'll give you a suck.Guy 2 doesn't need telling twice. Soon guy 2 cums his load in my mouth and bf pulls out and we walk back to the caravan pretty much in silence.
I know it is pointless me complaining about what has just happened so when bf comes back having let his friend out we just go straight back to making out. He is so excited about what I did he is like a kid and tells me I'm wonferful and the best girlfriend ever and I believe it all and we have great sex. He is okay I got naked and sucked another guys cock and I feel so relieved that I did the right thing.
Few days later his cousin comes to stay for the weekend, in the tiny caravan, and we are all having a cool time. They are smoking and relaxed and at bed time me and bf go into our bed at one end and cousin on the bed we made up the other end, like 3 metres away,no doors,no curtains. I try to encourage bf to fuck quietly but he fucks me hard and sometimes talks to his cousin while we are fucking, including telling him how good I am. When we are finished he apologises to cousin for embarrassing him like that but the little guy says it was a huge turn on and it'sleft himwith a realboner. "Shall I send Clare down for you then ?" "Fuck yeah please". He pushed me out of the bed and I assume I am going to do another blow job when he calls out in the dark, "Give her a good fuck cuz" and tells me to spend the night there because he has an early start. I am still full of bf's cum so I wipe of what's leaked and get into bed with cuz.He fucks me too and leaves hisload with my bf's.
In the morning,it's still early bf has gone out tolook after the animals so I am in the crazy situation of waking up in my bf's caravan but with another guy. What the fuck am I supposed to do. I'd have to climb over cuz to get out so I lay as still as I can. Of course he wakes with morning wood and rolls right over on top ofme to relieve it. The whole weekend the two of them use me. I spend an age washing bedsheets covered in cum.
From then on I am often stripped at night by the firepit by the lake when we have friends around, often guys but sometimes mixed I have no say what happens tome,but still I think we are inlove. Sometimes he gives one of the guys a condon, one of mine, to take me into the bushes to fuck me and the guy is always congratulated on his return and asked how I was. I am expected to give a full girlfriend service, if I do notplease he sends me off with more.
I lived like this for 18 months except we moved to a room in a house in the mid winter until I decided I would go to university and study business. At one time I went into therapy and I understand how he used me, but you know I never regret it. I actually loved being used like that, and he had a lot of good things about him.
That's why I needed to Confess to you guys becaus I just can't tell anyone here how I feel. People here think I am a Yummy Mummy I am pretty, I have a nice car, a nice house and the most beautiful children any Mum ever had, but I know inside I am a slut and a whore,
God I have got so horny writing that, I hope it's not too much of a mixed up mess. I have had two orgasms playing with myself writing this and am still uncontrolably horny I think I am going to phone a guy who has been flirting with me at the gym to see if he is real or just mouth.
Have to do that then clean up before the school run at about 3.
Big thak you to those who have read right through, really appreciates telling someone.
Clare xx
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