At 32 I worked a trade show in Manzanillo. At night I went to this bar where other people from the trade show said they were going to hang out. I woke up the next day naked in an empty field. A man found me and loaned me his shirt and he went to get his truck and drove me to my motel.

During the afternoon, this girl from my booth and said there was a guy showing a video of a gang bang from the night before. I went with her and saw the video of four guys taking turns fucking me in the field and dropping spit wads in my mouth.

I went back to my booth, told the supervisor I was leaving, went and checked out at the motel and caught the first flight I could back to my home town. I was fired for leaving the show, I changed jobs and work a safe job that doesn't require me to travel.

The only other person who knows it was me in the video is my then coworker. She has a copy of the video and sometimes we get together and watch it over and over again with our hands in our pants until we get off. Pretty sick, isn't it, masturbating together to something like that.