This is the story of what happened that night.

I was 14 and I was at a church reception with one of my cousins. She and I are the same age. Her cousin, not mine, came by, he was 18 and she asked him to take me home. That is how I got into the car with him.

We left the reception and he drove me around, drove around downtown, drove out to the lake, drove back into town, we went past my house about five times. We stopped behind the school and he asked me if I had ever given a guy a blow job. He unzipped his pants and took out his dick and said he wanted me to suck him until I went cross eyed. I needed to hold his dick hard with my hand and suck him hard so I could make him come. He told me that after I made him come then I could be his girlfriend.

I got on my knees and grabbed his dick in my hand, his dick was really hard, I bent over and put his dick in my mouth and started to suck him. His hand was all over my back, rubbing my back and telling me to suck harder and squeeze his dick hard with my hand. His hand went into my pants and he started to finger my butt hole. He ran his finger around my butt hole, and would press on my hole from time to time, it felt good but it was distracting me from sucking him. I took his dick out of my mouth and just lay my head in his lap while he fingered my butt hole. I got up straight and undid my pants and leaned over again and while he fingered me I played with his dick and sucked on it.

I could feel that my pussy was completely open. I wanted to get fucked. We got out of the front seats, and got in the back and I took my pants off and opened my legs for him. His dick was hard, real hard, and he slipped into my pussy so fast and I felt him grab me real hard and start fucking me. I think you know automatically when you are really getting fucked, no one has to tell you. He put his hands on my shoulders to hold me down and just fucked me. I asked him if I was his girlfriend now, and he said yes, and he fell on my neck and he released all his sperm.

The seat was a mess, we wiped the seat with my panties, and stuffed my panties up into me to stop leaking. His dick looked funny, like a great big worm, all red and shining in the moonlight. I reached for it and touched it for a little while and asked him if it hurt. He said no, but his balls felt like they hurt. We got dressed, we threw the panties out into this trash bin beside the parking lot and we left and went to Dairy Queen.

At the Dairy Queen we ran into my cousin and some of her friends. She was there with her brother. They asked where we had been, my parents were asking all over for us. We lied and said we had just gone out to the lake and talked and decided that we wanted to go steady. Some of the kids were surprised that my boyfriend wanted a girl from junior high, but from that day on we were going steady and no one ever asked why.

On my wedding day, 10 years later, I was getting dressed and my mother and I were alone. She asked me if I had always loved him. I said yes. She asked me if I had always told her the truth. I tried to say yes, but I said no. She said, tell me now. So I told her about the night we got together. Not the details, but that we had sex that night. That it happened at the lake, it was one of those things where we were talking and the next thing you know I was on my back and he was on top of me and that is what happened.

I have a very sensitive butt hole. Two minutes of him touching my butt hole and I am ready. That night he stumbled upon my weakness. That night when he was playing with my butt hole I swear that I had my first internal orgasm, that is why I couldn't keep giving him his blow job. It is still true today, if he wants a blow job he has to keep his hands above my waist.