In the early part of my career I was a technical sales associate. I traveled to the customer's location and dealt with customer issues with the installation of new machinery. At this one site, the foreman on the job was a crusty old man. We were in the yard and he stopped, got behind this vehicle and pulled out his tool and peed on the ground. I stared at him the whole time, he had a larger than normal penis. When he finished he called for me to come over and suck him dry.

There was no one else in the yard. He was standing there with his penis in his hand looking at me. I got this urge to suck him. I kept moving my eyes from his eyes to his penis. He said 'come on honey, make daddy feel good'. I was not in control of myself and I went over and got down and put his penis in my mouth and I sucked him until he started to face fuck me and when he came I got it on my clothes, in my hair on my face and of course in my mouth.

He was the customer and what I had done was a firing offense. He knew it and he used it. I was asked for by name, and when I went out he always made sure I had a 'win'. But he always made sure he had sex with me. It was a long time before my heat for him went down, over two years. I changed jobs because I didn't know how else to break it off.

I am far up the ladder now, having spent over 30 years in sales. I know that more and more women are out there and I try to make a point about respecting themselves. I know what can happen. I am not ashamed of what I did and I don't think it changed me too much. If anything it delayed me getting married. I have never been able to give my husband oral sex without thinking about those early days when I was sucking that man and having sex with him.