I grew up poor, my mother was a cashier in a grocery store. We lived in a trailer next door. We did not have a car, and if we had to go anywhere we either took the bus or a cab. We were white so we didn't do welfare. My mother kept me pretty close to her side and I didn't date. I turned 20 and I had never seen a penis.

I got a job through a temp agency at a factory. My job was filing. This man kept making eyes at me, he patted my behind, he asked me if anyone had ever sucked on my tits. He said I was real good looking and he would fuck me any day, just let him know. One day, we were back in the file room, he started to rub my behind, his hand was all over, it felt real good and I didn't want him to stop. He asked me to turn around so he could rub my pussy. He used his fingers and rubbed in and out between my legs. I held my legs together as tight as I could, his fingers pressed against me and I felt a shock run through me. I pushed his hand away and he said he saw that I liked it. He wanted to lick my pussy and fuck me.

The whole thing was a secret. I didn't tell anyone. When my temp job was over he gave me his phone and address and told me to come over because he wanted to fuck me.

He lived far away, I had to take a cab to get to his house. There were some friends there, men and women. When I came in he kissed me and held me by the ass. He told his friends I was his fuck for the night. When his friends left we went into the bedroom and we undressed and he saw me naked. I saw him naked. His penis didn't look that big. He started touching my pussy and asking me if I wanted him to make me hot or just fuck me. I told him the truth, I had never been naked with a man before. He said he would make me hot like in the file room.

After a long time of him playing with me, he finally got on me and he had sex with me. The feeling of him having sex with me was unbelievably good. From then on I saw him a lot, He got me a job with a friend of his and I got money for the cab. One day he gave me a pair of earrings. And clothes. My mother was very upset, I went out with him and didn't come back until the next day. I was getting gifts. She said he was using me.

He was. I didn't care. I went to parties, went out to eat and to the movies. I spent the night with him. I had sex. I moved out and got an apartment with another girl from my new job. I lived.

I don't think of myself as a tramp. I don't let guys just take me to bed. But if I like the guy I want sex. I use protection and I try to know the guy before jumping in bed with them. But the truth is I like sex and I am not ready to settle down.