It's always your call, but here's one way to look at it.
Whether or not you kill yourself now, you'll wind up dead eventually. That means there will be no change, and what you've experienced up till now is all you'll ever get (this go round). Why not try changing things totally: pick up and leave everyone you know to start anew somewhere else? The world's a big place with loads you can do. You can make up any kind of life you want to live. Think of how you want life to be, and then figure out a way to live it.
If it doesn't work out, you can always kill yourself later.
I'm an elderly disabled war veteran, a book author and researcher
and can tell you several things...the first is
hard to believe because we think our senses tell us all we need to know.
They don't tell us anything, they construct an illusion.
Death is not possible. If you destroy your
body your consciousness continues. At some point you reincarnate and
must go through everything that brought you to where you are all over
again, as in the movie "groundhog day" -- you are thrown into a cycle
until you get it right. The best way to get out of the shit-hole you are
now in is to stop thinking about yourself...give that up, and try to be
of some value to others.
Start by reading Gina Cerminara's MANY MANSIONS. She was a psychologist
who helped me out of hell.
1-800-273-8255
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Hey I don't know your citation, but don't do it, love yourself. I grew up in a family that hated me for no reason they made my life hell and always belittled me and intentionally tried to make me feel terrible. its weird because it was a whole family that did it, an extended family. I have a lot of issued now because of it. not being loved and not being accepted was hard specially for a young teenager trying to make sense of the world. what I did was to fight back, I became the absolute worst and they eventually caught on to the reality that if they verbally attacked me they were going to get an ear full. they became cautious of how they behaved around me. the only real sociopath who will still continue to disrespect me and probably the instigator of all that has happened is my mom, which I've told many terrible things to and is not faced by any of it because she is the broken fucking sociopath that needs to be institutionalized in a mental health clinic. I never once though of killing myself even though I felt like I was dying many times from all the psychological and emotional pain I went through. I became full of pride that even though they tried to destroy me I became independent and need zero from any of them but later I realized they had won the war even though I won many battles because I was bitter and angry and wanted revenge (sometimes I really wanted to murder all that had done me wrong). and then I realized this "“The most powerful tool that you have right now in your life_ in your body, Is your mind, that is why the enemy fights you in your mind… don't have to tie you up for you to be bound, he just has to tie your head, with stress, with worry, with aggravation, with low self-esteem, with pettiness, with anger, with hostility, with rebellion. And he can make you physically sick, because your mind is sick.†TD Jakes . fuck them all I don't have to give them the time of day, they will have to live with what they done, I have to live with myself and I will not be bitter and angry because of other peoples mental problems. I will not make myself sick because of other peoples toxicity or mental illnesses. its hard but one should make one self the priority in ones life and love oneself above anyone else. trust me the though of suicide crossed my mind a few times but I loved myself so much that I would tell myself that I love myself no matter what others may think. its hard but everything we go though will make us stronger if we decide to be victorious over our citations. I wanted to violently attack all those that wronged me but I respect myself more and will not do anything to effect my personal freedom. and they can see me succeed and become the best possible right in front of their face my revenge will be to be the best I can and have them far away from my life. and the day will come that they'll reflect on themselves and see how terrible people they have been and they will have to live with that. don't allow anyone effect how you feel about yourself you decide what you are and what you will become. do or die. give it all you got to move forward. I been though a lot and yet other peoples have been through a lot worst and seem to have a positive outlook on life. glod bless be well bud.
You won't u pussy ass bitch
There are few things true in this life.
Your parents, nor anyone are responsible of your life. Only you are responsible of it. So stop living their lives and begun to live your own life.
It means that if you are so brave to take your own life, you are also brave enough to live your own life and make whatever you want to do with it.
Do you want to be the greatest quitarist of the whole world? Start training today. Do you want to be the greatest painter? Find someone to teach you. Do you want to be politician? Start your career from your local county. Want to be a rocket scientist or best athlete ever? Walk to school and educate yourself to be an engineer.
Take little steps towards the life of your own and make them ever more smaller steps.
But first step is that you seek help. That you seek someone who will be next to you when you go through this depressive moment.
Who steer your boat? You or someone else? Steer your own boat!
I had situations in my life where I considered the same thing. I think people can get in places in their lives where they go numb and lose their common senses. But dont do it, you will survive.
If you are really considering it go talk to someone, a pastor, counselor, friend. just take a day at a time.
Things will eventually get better, you will look back and be glad you didnt do it.
If you find yourself back in the same place, then change your situation. As the other poster said, its a big world, theres lots of places to go, lots of different paths you can choose.
WOW! I can't believe anyone would want to end their life here on earth. It's such an enjoyable and interesting place to be. I really could never consider suicide, I believe it would hurt so much. And who knows, what is life (death) like after death? I could be hell your know!
WOW! I can't believe anyone would want to end their life here on earth. It's such an enjoyable and interesting place to be. I really could never consider suicide, I believe it would hurt so much. And who knows, what is life (death) like after death? It could be hell your know!
With all the stories about Near Death Experiences from the world over has it not occurred to you that death is not possible? We are obviously NOT our bodies but something far beyond that. The body changes constantly, too many times to be mistaken for what we are. However, we do not have the right to destroy it.
