We grew up in an poor Mexican side of town, my parents were never really together, my father was sent to prison for aggravated robbery and as child growing up my mother had many boyfriends. Across the street from where we lived was a strip joint. And we would see the girls come and go, driving nice cars, always dolled up, with big chests. We would go over before dark and talk to them and they were always nice to us. There was a man who worked there, he was the bouncer, and he would tolerate us for a while and then send us home. As we grew older the girls would stop and talk to us and the bouncer spent a lot of time talking to my older sister.

One of the girls paid attention to my sister, and when they talked she would hold my sister's hand and let my sister touch her boobs. She would let us touch her boobs too, and she would touch ours, and pinch our nipples. She started to kiss my sister when she went in and my sister would get up and sneak out and go see her and not come in until it was almost daylight. My sister dropped out of school and got a part time job and when she was seventeen she went to live with her girlfriend and she got a job dancing at the strip joint. She made a lot of money. We didn't know at the time, but the bouncer was her girlfriend's pimp and he p****d my sister too.

I was fifteen, and I had the same body build of my older sister. Her girlfriend would fondle me, and kiss my breasts, and feel me up. She started fingering me and eating me and would massage my breasts so they would get bigger. I didn't want to live at home any more. My middle sister told my mother and my mother called the cops on my sister's girlfriend. After that my middle sister was the enemy, no one trusted her.

She was seventeen and got knocked up by the mechanic who worked at the gas station. She deserved it. He was nothing, and he never had money. I really disliked him. He came over to see her, she was his girlfriend now and my mother served him when he came. She was happy that there was a man in the house. I never liked him.

At school I took the PSAT exams and scored really well. The counselor put me in honors classes and I did well. I liked school. My older sister moved back in because her girlfriend had gotten into trouble. She continued to work at the strip club and her pimp kept her busy. She bought a car. She got protective with me and didn't let guys around me so I wouldn't get knocked up, plus she was pretty sure I was gay like her. I met a lot of the other girls who worked at the club and were p****d by the bouncer. I ate pussy. I loved to eat pussy.

I got close with this one girl. She was one of the few all white girls there, and she would let me shave her clean. She would sit up on the table, and I would pull up a chair between her legs and she would let me eat clams. Eat as much as I wanted until I was full. I never got full, never. Her pussy was sweet, and pink. All of us had dark brown pussies, with dark dark hair. But she was pink, with smooth, light pussy hair, and she had a pink pussy.

I moved in with her in my last year of high school and she supported me. She talked to the counselors and she kept me in school and when I scored high on the SATs, she worked with the counselors for me to apply for scholarships. I got a full ride for minority kids at a private college on the other side of town. After high school graduation, she and I moved to that side of town and she got a job working for another club, a better club with business men who left big tips. She was real pretty and she could dance as many nights as she wanted.

I went through college without any problems and got a job at a company. At the company I met a woman, also Mexican from Monterrey, she was big for a Hispanic, her breasts and hips were big and I fell for her so hard. I was earning my own money and the spark with my dancer girlfriend just went out. We broke up but we are still friends. My new love was hard to get to. She lived with her mother and grandmother and she was embarrassed that she let me crawl all over her and eat her. Her limit was to let me suck on her breasts, to hold me in her arms and play like I was nursing from her. I got frustrated nursing. I needed pussy and I would break away from her and go down on her and eat her hard until she reached an orgasm. Getting her to eat me was even more difficult. The only way was to force my pussy in her face and hold her head down. She ate, yes she ate pussy, but she wouldn't just go down on her own. It was so much work.

Through her I met her brother. He was a truck driver and one night at a family dinner he pretty much carried me away and fucked me. I lost my virginity with him. I liked getting fucked. He held me down, he ate me and he fucked me. I just started fucking with him, anytime any place. The more he fucked me the more I liked it. She got angry with me, now she was all into me, and I told her if she wanted me then she should do what her brother did. But that wasn't her nature, she needed me to be the aggressor, but with him fucking me I just didn't have that urge any more. I still ate her pussy, but not as often. I still gave her my pussy to eat, but not as often. I had become her brother's girlfriend.

I used to think I was totally gay like my sister. I was totally gay until my mid twenties, until I met the man that fucked me. Today I think I was never really gay, I just liked it. I like it, but maybe I was never truly gay. If I had a man get me when my girlfriend from the strip club got me, maybe I would never have liked women. Now I am definitely his girlfriend, I like fucking. I look at girls and wonder what they would be like, but I rarely act on it. My sister in law girlfriend wants an exclusive which I can't give her anymore. The girl I am with is the hostess at the Mexican restaurant, she is pretty and small and in the twelfth grade. She is sweet, likes to kiss and tumble and is very affectionate with me, she is my kind of girl. My boyfriend is gone three or four nights of the week, and she comes over to snuggle and spend the night. She loves giving me her pussy, and lets me eat her slowly until I build up an urge to make her come. She says I'm gay. Gay like her. Nobody that is not gay lies in bed and just kisses her girlfriend and says I love you and asks her girlfriend to come live with her.