A confession to my ex-wife, Linda. I am sorry that I didn't tell you that I sucked a boy named Doug M. in highschool and sucked a boy named Shawn G. years later. I know that you knew Shawn from the bowling alley. I tried to tell you one night while we had sex.

While licking your pussy, I asked if you ever sucked on another woman's tits or pussy. You said no ,then asked me if I had sucked another guy's cock. I hesitated and started to say yes, when I said that I had sucked my own cock. It turn you on and you wanted to see if I could still suck my own cock, forgetting that I just said that I had sucked cock before.

I felt useless and a failure that I was not sexually satisfying only lasting a minute or two while I was inside you. I would ejaculate within a minute or two inside you. I was ashamed I was not a good lover, giving you the pleasure you wanted and needed. But I would last 45 minutes or longer when you jacked me off or gave me oral.

So that why I wrote the note saying, that I sucked Doug's M cock in highschool our freshman year. And I sucked the cock of Shawn's. You were mad, because you knew Shawn from the bowling alley. I sucked both boys before we were together. I know that I sucked Shawn's cock a couple of months before we started going out, but you did say that someone said I sucked a boy's cock.

So after several years later you cheated on me with a asshole guy. What was worst is I could of accepted the fact if you had sex with a guy after reading the note you found in my dresser drawer. You tried to hide the note, so you could use it against me later, but I found it and I wrote it hoping you find it and finally knowing the truth. You asked me if there was any other confession I wanted too tell her.

But because you cheated on me two years after we still had sex after finding the note of me admitting to sucking Doug's and Shawn's cocks.

Well, here is the rest of the confession I never got to tell you. As a young boy I was dressed up like a little girl by my older sister and her friends. At first it didn't bother me, until they took me shopping making me try on dresses. Putting make up on me. Making me wear short dresses and girls
panties. Even though everyone said how pretty I was.

One day while playing in the backyard inside a tent with a friend named David R we both for some reason got undressed and were completely naked. Any one could of open the tent up and found both of us naked. We both put our lips on each other's dick and licked each other's asshole. We were 9 years old at the time. We never did anything like that again.

The next day another friend also named David E and I were playing in the family room when David laid down next to where I was kneeling. I looked down at him and he looked up at me. The next thing I did and don't know why, I unzipped his pants and pulled both his pants and underwear down past his knees. I just looked at his little dick. The I helped him pull his pants back up. Nothing happened, don't know why I pulled his pants down.

Two years later I was 11 and I started getting erection. I tried to see if I could suck my own cock. I was able to get just the tip of my penis into my mouth. So after several months of stretching I was now able to get my cock all the way into my mouth, I was also able to lick my asshole. So every night when taking a bath I would suck my cock. I never sucked to where I would ejaculate in my mouth.

So now is when I was in seventh grade and new to the school, since we moved from where we used to live. There was this very cute boy that I instantly had a crush on and there was a girl named Teresa S that I also had a crush on. I would walk Teresa home after school almost every day. I still have a crush on Teresa to this day. Now I told you that I had a crush on this boy since 7th grade. Well it would not be until Doug's and mine freshman year in high school that I would get my wish. I kissed Doug's ass and then I seen the most beautiful piece of art. Doug had the hardest cock on a boy I have ever seen. His cock was much bigger than mine and it was straight up against his stomach. I asked if I could suck his cock. After saying yes I sucked his cock and jacked him off until he shot his load of cum into my mouth.

I never did suck another cock other than my own until I met Shawn when he was 15 years old. We did a lot together and you knew how close we were. So after he turned 19 and I was 32 Shawn called me to come over, so I did. When I arrived at his house I went to his bedroom downstairs and Shawn was in bed. I asked what he wanted. All he said was to sit next to him on the bed.

So, as I sat next to him he started talking about this girl not making much sense. Shawn said he wanted me to suck his cock like Kim did. I asked Shawn if he wanted me to suck his cock. Shawn had been drinking and again said that really wanted me too suck his cock pulling me down onto him. He pulled the covers off him and he was completely naked and had a hard on. He kissed me on the lips and then said again I want you to do everything Kim did.

I asked Shawn what was it that Kim did for him. He said that Kim licked his asshole sucked his balls and deep throat his cock. And that she swallowed his cum. Shawn told me to get undressed and before I could get my underwear down I ejaculated into my hand. I licked the cum from my hand and then began licking Shawn's asshole, sucking on his nipples before I deep throat his cock sucking and jacking him off until he filled my mouth full of his sweet creamy white hot cum. I swallowed every drop of his seed. That was the last time I ever sucked another boys cock. I have no desire to suck a man's cock or have any kind of sexual acts with a man.

But I will do anything you ask me to do, even if it to suck a young boys cock. I know you know I have used dildo up my ass, because you used a strap on dildo to penetrate my ass several times while we had sex. So I would suck a boy's cock if you would listen to me have sex with me one last time. I would also use almost anything to stick up my ass. All you have to say what you want me to do.

I do have a small confession that I was asked by a 13 years old if I wanted to suck his dick while I was washing my hands. He was very cute blonde hair and green eyes. He was gorgeous I admit I got an erection at the thought of sucking his dick. I finished drying my hands and said no thanks.

So Linda if you want me and forgive me for everything I've said and done, I will do anything you want me to do and I mean anything that how much I still love you.