I am a shameless widow who for the last two years have selfishly and intentionally let myself be manipulated by my husbands nephew Leo. My husband left me extremely well off finance wise with a payed off house. A little over two years ago Leo's mother and step father moved to San Francisco and Leo was having a hard time. The company he worked for shut down and he couldn't afford his apartment anymore so I let him move in with me. He finally got another job but it was nice having someone living with me even though he is ony 31 and single so I told him to stay. I get very bad migranes and sometimes layed up in my bedroom for days at a time. Leo was here a month or two when I got a real bad one. He came in my room the third day asking how I felt and since it started brought me juice and soup to keep me nourished. That third night he came back in and without asking me said he was going to give me a sponge bath. I was 54 at the time and consider myself attractive for my age but never expect what was about to happen. I was in so much pain I don't think I realized right away that he was completely undressing me. By the time I realized I was naked it was to late and he began washing my head to foot. My first reaction was embarrassment but slowly it felt so good I didn't care. It was the first time in years that any guy had touched my breasts and had their hands washing my vagina and anal area. I felt better the next day and when talking to Leo told him how embarrassed I was. He just looked at me and said no big deal and I could only think of saying thank you. Thats when Leo said for me to just tell him when I get a migrane and that he'll take care of me. About two weeks later it happened again and this time Leo went out and bought me a potty chair to use and prepared food and drinks for me. The second night he came in again with the wash basin and without saying a word began undressing me. I just froze and let him wash me again this time with no embarrassment and admit I enjoyed the attention as well as how he washed my body. This time when he finished he insisted I don't wear anything and he just covered me with a sheet telling me he would bathe me again the next day. I just laid there dumbfonded nodding my head yes and not even thinking what I was allowing him to do. The next day when he got home from work he made me soup and a sandwich telling me he'd be back in a half hour to bathe me. The thing is by now the migrane had subsided but for some reason didn't tell him. I thought about telling him I felt better but subconciously wanted him to bathe me again.

When he came back with the wash basin is when ir dawned on me that I was still naked under the sheet. Leo first asked if I needed anything and as soon as I said no he pulled the sheet down expoing me entire body and for some reason was not the least bit embarrassed by my nudity in fron of him. As he washed my neck and breasts is when I first felt my nipples harden and by the time he began washing my vagina I was fully aroused. I think Leo realized it just by the smile he had and then he rolled me on my side and the wash cloth was between my legs up into my butt crack. He rinsed me off then dried me and the entire time I was aroused. When he finished he again only covered me with the sheet and said to hollar if I needed anything. As soon as he left I got my vibrator out of my dresser and masturbated myself to two orgasms. From then on I began telling Leo I had a migrane even when I didn't. I never charge Leo rent and when his car broke down last year I bought him a new one. He did have a very pretty girlfriend but I do think he enjoyed seeing and touching my body. The dead give away was when he asked me not to mention that he bathes me in front of her, which made me aware for sure that he liked doing it for me. By the end of last year it became obvious to both Leo and I that the two of us enjoyed it but never admitting anything to each other. Whats crazy is that I am getting less migranes than ever but every week or two let Leo think that I am. There is no doubt in my mind Leo knew for a long time that I was getting aroused even though he never said anything. I woukd try to act like I was in pain but each time I could tell he was intentionally trying to arouse me just by the ways he touched me and insisted I be naked under the sheets.

It will be eleven months this week that Leo sort of or thinks he has taken control of me. I did have a slight migrane and he came in as usual to bathe me only this time he was more brazen than ever. As he began washing me he started telling me how much more comfortable it would be if I had no pubic hair. I didn't say a word at first until he asked me if I would like him to shave me down there and that he does it for his girlfriend. I was speachless for a short time and just said ok if he wanted to. The next thing I knew was when he first cut some of my hair with scissors and then began covering my pubic area with shave cream. I had never gone without pubic hair and as soon as he touched me down there he immediatley had me aroused. The worst part was I couldn't hide the fact I was turned on and felt myself getting wet and he knew it. I could not stop myself from moaning as he wiped off my vagina and the next thing I felt was Leo's fingers penetrating me. I just became submissive at the time and opened my legs letting him satisfy me having two or three orgasms. As I settled down I could tell Leo was aprehensive as to what just happened. I didn't know what to say and he just bluntly asked if it was ok that he did that and he knew I was aroused. I was ashamed of myself but enjoyed every moment of it. I don't remember exactly what I said to Leo but assured him I wasn't upset or mad about it and subsequently admitted how much I liked it. From that night on Leo masturbates me at least once a week. We talked about it the day after that night and I admitted to Leo that since my husband died he is the only man who has seen me naked and touched my body. I also admitted that I satisfy myself 4 or 5 times a week telling him I have a dildo and vibrator. Then he admitted to me that ever since he began bathing me and seeing me naked that he would jerk off in the bathroom afterwards. We did both agree we would never have intercouse but as of about ten months ago we began masturbating each other and Leo uses my sex toys on me. The only time he bathes me now is when I really do have a migrane and mum is the word when his girlfriend is here. I havn't had pubic hair since that time and now know Leo doesn't either. He continues to shave me often but his girlfriend shaves him.