Worked like hell for about 6 months. Finally got my fist inside my wifes pussy. She is 37 with an only slightly chubby body, still in very good shape. I like her pussy hairy only trimming during bikini season. I have big hands and it took a while. Then after only 2 months more (last night) I fucked her for 30 minutes with a one liter water bottle. Her pussy gaped open after that but she loved it. She came 4 times during that 30 minutes. Then I fucked her in her ass while she was still on her back, and then stuck my dick into her gaping hole and tried to get my dickhead into her uterus but it hurt her, so I just got the tip of my urethra at her cervix and shot my sperm, I know at least 1/4 of it shot directly into her cervix. Poor thing couldn't move she just laid there trying to close her legs but I couldn't let her. When we woke up this morning I fucked her loose pussy, it wasn't gaping but she is very very loose now, just the way I like it. I used to have a girlfriend who let me bang her after getting gangbanged and I loved the loose sloppy pussy. Now I get the loose, just not the sloppy, though with all the lube it feels pretty much the same. I love looking into her open hole and seeing her cervix and all that beautiful inside tissue that used to be so damn tight on my dick.