First off this is really fucked up. I love my husband very much and he's in the military and currently deployed on a training mission in south Africa I think and won't be back for a few weeks. we don't have any kids but I do have his dog to take care of and to keep busy I go to school online and work at the Starbucks on post. We've only recently moved into this house and my neighbor's husband is also deployed but he has a son that is young around 15 but very mature looking for his age. I've caught him Looking at me while walking the dog or cutting my grass not that I wear anything revealing, we've said hello to one another in passing and that's realy been the extent of our interaction. Last weekend his mother invited me over for a party mainly to get to know me but also a birthday party for his father and also a back to school party for her son. I told myself if I went it was to help the mother out anyway the day of the party comes and I go early to help setup, the party is very good a the had a DJ come out and their was a good turn out around 50-75 kids along with parents so I ended up meeting quite a few friends of my neighbor. I couldn't help but notice that the son was really staring me down the entire time every time our eyes would meet it would linger longer than intended. After one such stare I excused myself so I could go let my dog do his business, I watched from my back yard as they played corn hole and talked by their cars the son was with a group of friends and he noticed me back at my house walking the dog. I quickly went inside so I could get back to the party and thank the mother for the invite and head back home. I put the dog in the kennel downstairs and started for my back patio door which I came in through and noticed the son was standing on my deck, I was very nervous and went to quickly shut the door and he turned around and kissed me...I was very surprised and went tot try and push him off but he grabbed one off my legs and lifted it while pushing me back against the sliding door and kissed me again, this time I kissed him back and he opened the door and pushed me down on the couch, I don't even remember taking off my shorts but I must have because when he climbed on top me I wasn't wearing anything, I didn't even think about my husband while he was fucking me only if he mother knew where he was. It was very quick and hot and for his age he was really strong and really big I'd say around a good 6 inches which is a lot for me I had a very tiny frame and omg did he cum a lot and it was very powerful as it hit inside. When he finished he asked if I liked it and I very shyly said yes, I can't lie I did like it although I wasn't happy with myself. He asked I he could come over later after the party and I said yes, I didn't think he was going to come just in the moment I wanted him out of my house and was just saying whatever in hopes he'd leave which he did. I called he's mom as soon as he did and gave her a story about my dog tearing up my house because I forgot to put him in the kennel. I ended up taking a very long bath and beating myself up for being such a bad wife, I felt disgusted with myself and just thought about my husband cheating on me and how betrayed I would be. I told myself I would avoid the boy next door for the next few days while I figured out how to deal with what I had done, anyway I had fell asleep around midnight and I got woke up because my dog was barking at the door it was around 3am I went down stair to see why he was barking and saw the neighbor boy with 4 of his friends on my deck, I went to open the door and tell him to his face in front of his friends that I was really drunk and he had taken advantage of me and he had better stay away from me otherwise I'd call the cops but when I opened the door he grabbed me and kissed me and squeezed my breast which caused my bath robe to fall, I was naked in front of him and he's friends he looked at me and asked if I was on the pill.....I said yes, all the regret ad beating myself up and the horrible feeling of shame I was feeling earlier was gone, I just wanted to fuck him again. I actually lead him up to my bedroom and undressed him I was completely unaware that the other boys had followed us up and they were doing the same all getting undressed one walked to the other side of the room to close the blinds. The son pushed me back on the bed gave me another good pounding that only a young man going through puberty could do I was so turned on by being wanted that I had orgasmed enough that my legs where shaking, when he pulled out of me I didn't even care that another boy who I didn't even know was taking his place. I spent the next few hours getting fucked hard by him and his friends I actually had to take the sheets off the bed because they had cum in me so much the mattress was getting wet. They left before the sun came back up and I slept the rest of the morning called in sick for work and slept some more. I didn't leave the house for a few days, I was so paranoid plus I was really feeling bad about what had done, I later found out that one of the boys was 14. I was and still am disgusted with myself, since that night I've convinced my husband that we have a roach infestation in this house and currently working with the housing office to move to a different location. I only walk the dog late at nights or really early mornings and I've also changed my number, and my FB account picture to a photo of my husbands dog. I talk with the mother over FB messenger but will make up excuses not to go to her house. Fingers crossed that another house opens up soon hopefully before my husband gets home and I can put this behind me and forget all about it.