About five years ago, my friend who swears he's straight had asked me one night if I'd be willing to suck him off. I was a bit surprised at such a request, and he explained he was feeling a bit desperate and stupid at the time. I decided to oblige, despite only having sucked a dick a few times prior. Obviously, he's in cloud 9 getting off, and I get to suck some dick.

I love making guys feel good. It turns me the on so much. I told him if he's ever feeling it, then hit me up. Boy, did he hit me up. Once or twice a day, I'd suck him off. Typically in his car or when his roommate was out of the apartment. He'd talk about tits and pussy and cumming so hard if wasn't able to put on some porn. I'd even talk about sexual stuff just to turn him on.

One night, he had me stay the night. He made sure my mouth was in range of his dick as much as possible. He lasted five times that night. Honestly, I wasn't buying the whole straight ordeal, but he wasn't interested in helping me. He didn't mind me seeing my dick or jerking off, but he took no interest in it.

He eventually hooked up with some chick, but still contacts me every once in a while. Yeah, I know he's technically cheating on his girl, but whatever. That's his problem. According to him, she's great in bed, but not at giving head.

I know all this has happened because of me. Still...ever since he got a girlfriend, I just feel a bit unrequited? I guess I'm a bit jealous, I don't know.