I have had a mild crush on my best friends wife for about 10 years now.

The first time my feelings for her stirred was at his graduation she showed up with a new short haircut and a black leather jacket, and just looked so gorgeous to me.

Over the years we have become close to the point where she's comfortable with taking my arm on bad terrain or a slippery Road or a wet Road.

My wife has never been suspicious of us because I am just a southern chivalrous boy who will offer his arm to a woman to help her.

Several years ago we had a dispute while operating a seasonal business that the four of us shared for a small time. I had made it a point to avoid her the rest of the day, but at the end of the night she basically cornered me and sincerely apologize without being prompted.

After all the tension that we felt between each other over the years leading up to that point and all the flirting we have done and all the arm holding and all the hugs, she started to lean in for a kiss after that argument. I found myself magnetically drawn to and I started to lean and also despite myself, another person walked into the room and cleared his throat which snapped us out of it.

We laughed it off she by explaining that her Italian family is very affectionate and it just felt natural to her. For me the truth is I was devastated that it didn't continue. I genuinely wanted to kiss her.

Fortunately after that the tension between us dulled down a little bit but there's always room for her to take my arm when she needs help to walk.

My buddy made the mistake of letting me know that she has a problem with persistent lubrication of her vagina, which means she wears panty liners everyday in order to avoid soaking through jeans.

One day while at their house and using the restroom I was so terribly tempted to pick up a pair of her panties off the floor and see how they smell. I'm happy I resisted. Well last night I finally had the sex dream of a lifetime starring her.

In a way I feel guilty, but I know that I would never act on it. I have fantasized in the past about her leaving her husband and coming to live with my wife and I as a sister wife I even joked with my wife about it predictably she wasn't happy.

But nobody can ever take away the memory of the time that we almost kissed all the times she is taking my arm and all the warm tender hugs we shared. And nobody can take away the memory of that dream I had last night.

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