After 30 years with my company I 'got' retired, given a package and sent packing. A little too much time at home alone, my wife still works, I started cruising and limped over to my fantasy, other men. I will confess that when I was young, in the service, I was the toy boy to a career sergeant. He was an asshole all around, and loved putting the hurt on you, until you came up for air and he gave you a way out by sucking his cock. I learned to let him put me down for a good while before surrendering, if I gave up too early he got pissed. Even then, I liked sucking his cock and the day he fucked me I became his bitch.

But life's twists and turns got me to where I am now. I married a girl, she is ten years younger than me, she was divorced and had her share of issues. I had been working and was more or less stable and that was good enough for her, so we have been married for 19 years. Over the years, since I got out of the service, I have 'serviced' a few gentlemen, but never been in a relationship, as such. Always have felt I need to bottom, I am a cock sucker, whether or not the gentleman wants to suck my cock or not. And for the right guy, I surrendered myself to the ecstasy of a good fuck.

So, being alone I started to check out to my heart's content, guys who showed off. After a while I got away from the jocks, and the twinks, and the obvious male model types and settled on men more like me, older, heavier, harrier. I masturbated a lot for several months. I got brave and went on CL and set up an email and started to see what was out there. A couple of encounters, mid day, met one guy at the Home Depot parking lot, an outside blue collar guy who worked for an HVAC and he tore me a new asshole. I didn't carry lube, and I didn't carry any condoms, and after blowing him for a bit he decided he needed a piece of ass and I learned my lesson the hard way. Carry lube with you, and carry condoms. It is kind of scary to be fucked by some guy you meet in a parking lot.

I settle down to viewing and masturbating. My check ups did not come up with anything weird, so after several months I relaxed. I told myself over and over again that meeting some guy on a parking lot was stupid, but I posted again on CL with same clues from the other time, and with a message to 'old Joe' with a remember me, and said I would be at the Home Depot around 1:30. He showed up, he grabbed my ass hard in the parking lot. He led me around to the cab of his service vehicle and we went to a house he had to work on. He had the key, they were installing a whole new system, and he got me on my knees and had me sucking a couple of minutes after we got in the house.

I got a hard on, I couldn't give up his cock, I closed my eyes and sucked him with everything I had, I hung on to my cock, which was harder than it had been in a long time. A few minutes, who knows how long, he pulled my head back by the hair and dropped a huge spit wad on my face and he told me to get my pants off and get over to the sofa and lean over. I reached for the lube and the condoms and I handed them to him and he threw them on the ground and said he didn't need that shit.

This time I was more prepared and leaned over to give him as much room as I could and he tore me open again. After fucking me he had me suck him clean. I got my pants back on and he called me over and took me to the bathroom and told me to get on my knees in the shower stall and he emptied his bladder all over my face. I came in my pants.

We left and he dropped me off at the Home Depot, he wrote a number on the a piece of paper and told me that the next time to call.