We had a benefit for the Texas flood victims Friday. One of the women I work with is married to a guy I know. He was the guy my mom drooled over when he helped me dad. I was barely ten when I watched my mom hug him and feel his muscles. I ask why she did not do that with dad, she told me dad did not have muscles like that.
He was taller and bigger than my dad before he was thirteen, by age sixteen he was massive.

I had the biggest crush on him but he had no idea. He built the rabbit cage for my twelve year old birthday gift. He showed me how the locks worked and stayed for my party. I told my two best friends he would be my boyfriend some day. That's when I ask him to give me a birthday kiss. He kissed me a long time, I ask him to do it again and use his tongue, he told me some other time.

My party was over and my parents drove my grand mother home, He was helping me clean up. I ask for the kiss, I ask him to kiss me like a woman. We were standing in the garage and he kissed me a long time. He stuck some of his tongue in my mouth and he sucked my tongue into his. He kissed me real softly and then real hard for a while. My body got limp and he held me. When he finished I went into my bedroom and laid on my bed. Staring at the walls and dreaming about the things he would do with me. I called my friend and told me what we did.

She ask if he felt my breast or my coochie(her word), I said no, He just kissed me and held me.

I told my mom he kissed me for my birthday, mom ask me how it was. I told her, she said her panties would have got wet. But she was worried I might give him the wrong idea. I told her it was not like that, he did what i ask me. He did not really want to do it. He knocked at the door and my mom talked with him about the kiss, He told her it was something I wanted to experience. There was nothing romantic on his part. My mom ask him to kiss her the same way. He did and she kissed him back. She made a sound after then ran into her bedroom and closed the door.

I would ask for kisses from him when we were alone. for two years I would see him in the yard and run over. He had his girlfriend over some time, I would stay away until she was gone. By now I am fourteen and I a a horny teen girl. He's bigger now and he's driving his car. He's working weekends and he's playing baseball and football. My parents go to all his games and my dad calls him the son he wish he had. Mom calls him the lover she wish she had. My dad was never bothered by this, he just laughed.

He came to our door and ask my mom for a ride to school, he had a baseball game but his car would not start. His mom was out of town in her car. Mom tossed him her keys, said take her car. She would ride with my dad and he could drop her car off after the game. I ask if I could ride to the game with him, mom said I could. I was on the front seat before seat belts were the law, I slid over and put my head under his arm. He hugged me and I ask if he would hold me like his girlfriend on the ride there. He held me and I put his hand on my breast. I ask him to feel how big they ere getting, He stuck his hand down my shirt and pulled it out, he looked and felt them. Said I had pretty breast and nice nipples.

He had to stop that or play ball with sore nuts. I had no idea what he was talking about. Had I know what the fix was, I would have let him do what ever he wanted, or I would have done anything he wanted me to do. At the field I held his jacket and wore it with pride. I had his watch his keys and wallet in the pocket. I found a condom in his wallet. One the ride home I ask if he wanted to use his condom on me. He told me I was too young, I told him I was a woman and I had my period since I turned twelve. He told me no, I deserved more than the back seat of my mom's car.

That weekend I was at his house while he fixed his car. I handed him wrenches and I fixed him lunch while he fixed it up. Once he got it fixed and we test drove it, we returned so he could shower. I was watching tv in his room and he had a date. While he was showering I removed my clothes and laid on his bed. When he walked in drying his hair with a towel, he did not have any clothes on. He thought I was gone. His stereo playing the radio he ask me what I was doing. I told him to use his condom on me. I begged him to do that. I grabbed his cock and I licked it. He told me to suck it, and I did as he told me.

I sucked his cock and ask him what's next. He tossed the towel on the bed and had me lay on it. He gave me oral sex for what seemed to be an hour. I had orgasm's by masturbating but never by someone else. I gave into him completely and once he thought I was ready, he got on top of me. He forced his cock past the virgin hymen and stretching it to fit his thick cock. I thought he was ripping me apart. I was so in love the pain soon went away. He was kind and loving towards me. I over came the pain and the pleasure brought me to orgasm. He pulled out and told me to hold on, that's when he installed a condom on his cock and resumed having sex with me. It did not feel the same, but the risk of him getting me pregnant was too much. It took him a long time to reach orgasm, but I had the feeling I just had became a real woman when I herd him make sounds as he reached orgasm.

I had given the ultimate satisfaction to the guy I had fallen in love or lust with, that made me the ultimate female. I was someone he wanted to enjoy and did enjoy enough to make him orgasm. It was so much I could not stand to keep this story from my friends my mom. I had my friends over on Sunday and told my story of love. A few months later while traveling to the DC mall I told my mom the story. She wanted to hear every detail, but she told me this could not happen again. I was to young and could easily be abused by him. My mom was different after that towards him. She went to his house and stayed there for almost two hours. She never told me but I think I know what happened.

I sat with him at the benefit and we talked. I never told him that I loved him and still have feelings for him.