okay. i like this girl sooo much. and shes my best friend.
i finally got her to let me sleep closer last nite and i kissed her for the first time. it was wonderful. me and my bf are both bi. and we are okay with each other doing things if its with someone of the same sex. he is getting pissed... my best friend thought last nite was awkward. but i loved it more then anything. i loved holding her body close to mine. . . i cant help that i like her.. she is so beautiful. she 'said' she didnt want to do anything because she didnt want to cheat on her bf.. its an excuse. but still. my heart races when im close to her.. i hope one day she will be okay with it..