so busy doing hardware upset. hardway hardwares don't love me. they don't speak to me or ask me out or help me out with all this work in the store, so why should I give them all my help if they want to go shagging around with all shop attendants and leaving me to do all the work off store and have to travel around alone with all the goods is a bit too much for me to put up with.

working here is not fun. all the other staff have parties and shag around non-stop and I rarely get to have fun and never allowed to meet potential partners or have some time off.

like all I hear about is their nuts and bolts stories and their spring loads being hatched and bounced and what about me?

some of these guys are just creepy who he expects me to talk to. why should I want to be around seeing everyone else looking loving when they don't let me where nicer store clothing and feel more feminine?

I am sick of this job. long waits and heavy docks of boxes to load and no help. fuck you all. I asked for help and a fair pay so far you done nothing to fix working conditions here or help benefit my needs.

I want out of this place. it gives me the creeps. I was asked to build a shed and construct a sloppy cupboard and can't. so sick. I feel embarrassed as things should be better for me.