In a ridiculously Sexless relationship. Tried everything to inspire passion but over 10years nothing has worked. Cant leave her due to kids. Im a sex addicted stuck with a nun basically

Currently saving a secret stash of money for when the day comes that work send me away for the night. As soon as i know the location i will be searching for a muscular huge dicked black guy. I want him to come into my room. Let me strip him and worship his body and cock. I want my mouth fucked repeatedly and i want him to teach me how to take it like a slut. And while he uses my holes hard and deep, he is going to tell me how he will fuck my mrs.
I wanna be a cum slut for him and i wanna hear how hes going to do the same with my mrs

Im going to worship that body
Lick it all for hours and have my throat fucked so hard my eyes water. I want it dirty rough and hard. I want that ass on my tongue, balls in my mouth, spit on my face as my mouth gets used, slapped about. He can dress me up if he wants and treat me like a whore