Iv allways regarded myself as straight but i have this terrible habit of looking at guys cocks in the shower room with thoughts i should not be having as im married and love my wife,Sometimes ill have to look away as now and then i look up and find its owner looking at me, and it dawns on me its slighty longer and not hidden anymore.I allways leave and find myself wanking myself silly wiih a thoughts of him standing over me while i unzip him hold it to my mouth licking down that shaft and feeling it swell between my lips.then i come and feel terrible for whats gone though my mind till the next time.

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by Anonymous on Sep 15, 2017 at 6:57 AM

don't worry you are one of millions and millions of men who are married and have same sex attraction, I was shocked to learn that most men truly are bisexual and will play with other men as long as you don't come out a flamboyant homosexual. most men like to keep discreet.

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by Anonymous on Sep 16, 2017 at 10:44 AM

I'm in the same boat with you buddy. I'm a manly type guy. 6'2" 215 pounds of construction worker. I hunt, shoot guns, watch sports, drink beer, and absolutely love women. I have never been with a man, and love my wife dearly. "But" ever since I was a boy, I've had this deep dark secret of wanting to have some sort of sex with a man. I can remember playing with my GI Joe, and undressing him, and just kind of checking him out, and getting a boner. I had a girlfriend once who was separated from her husband, and we had incredible sex all the time. I wasn't married at that time, so it was cool. I was in her area temporarily for work but had to move on. We kept in touch, and she eventually got back with her husband. She later told me that they both told each other everything that had happened while they were apart. She said that instead of being mad, his dick got hard as hell, and they had hot sex right then. After that, she said that every time they had sex, he wanted her to talk about what she and I had done. She called me one day and said that they had talked so much about me, that they wanted to invite me to come to their home in N.C. and have a threesome with them. I have to include that while I was fucking around with her that we talked about our darkest fantasy's, and I told her about my thing for wanting to try something with another guy. Turns out that her husband had the same fantasy's. I wanted to do this so damn bad when she started suggesting it, that my cock was so hard it throbbed. I imagined doing a 69 with her while he fucked her right over my face, and I could lick and suck his balls while he fucked her. Eventually hoping he would just pull out and lay back and let me clean his glistening cock, and suck him to a mind lowing orgasm right down my anxious throat. I think that if we could have worked it out with my schedule and traveling, we would have done it, probably more than once. And I'm pretty sure it would have been mostly he and I. Possibly with a little fun with her. I honestly believe that the whole purpose of trying to arrange the threesome was to get her husband and I into bed and let us live out our fantasy's. Unfortunatly it never happened. Bet I still masturbate to the thought of it from time to time.

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by Anonymous on Sep 16, 2017 at 9:13 PM

Definitely not alone in this. I too am married and fantasize about guys cocks too. Would so love a taste of one, just difficult when married.

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by Anonymous on Sep 17, 2017 at 7:41 AM

I first notice my attraction to cock in the 7th grade. The gym shower room had a eye opener. A bunch of naked guys going in and out of the room with there hanging cocks swinging back and forth. All diferent colors, sizes, shapes and cut and uncut. I thought about about a cock I seen and jerked-off thinking about sucking it. Of course felt guilty after I shot my load. A few years latter, a friend was over my house we was watching football. We both were 17 at the time. The game was boring we was alone mom working. We started talking about girls sex and jerking-off. He asked me when the last time I jerked-off, I said last night how about you? He said 2 days ago and he was horny then he surprised me said he had jerked-off with another guy a few times have you ever done that? I said no not yet. Then he said want to? I didn't answer right away then said as long as no one finds out. He stood up started pulling his pants off. I said hold on be right back went and grabed 2 towels put them on the sofa. We got naked and both of us was hard right away. We watched each other stroke for a while. I just had to do it reached over replacing his hand with mine. I was stroking him and loving it. He did the same to me. Then he surprise me again leaned over took me in his mouth. After a little bit he said lets get on thr floor and 69. I took my first cock in my mouth. I will never forget it his cock was so hard yet soft on my tongue. His pre-cum was flowing and it was sweet. All of a sudden I felt the tube that carries the cum get bigger then he exploded in my mouth. He fill my mouth so fast. His cum was very bitter tasting but I swallowed it. Latter that night laying in bed thinking about it hit me I was now a cock sucker and that made me feel so guilty. I was ashame that I did it and that I liked it. 3 days latter we did it again.
Years latter married with kids I still enjoy a cock but only do it with others I know and they are all married to. Of course I came to terms with being a cock sucker I just love it to much. I just recently started enjoy being a bottom. A nice hard cock sliding in my holes feels so unbelievable I crave it.
I am a married cock lovibg bottom now.

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by Anonymous on Sep 17, 2017 at 9:16 AM

I love the feeling of a cock sliding deep inside me and busting a nut inside. I kind have a theory that gay sex makes men stronger think about it, if our bodies produce anti bodies to any body fluid that is not our and recognizes it in the future, we are making out bodies stronger... and if women's bodies record some of the DNA of every man they have ever slept with that came in them (would have to go back to the scientific article on it to explain it in detail), would that apply to men too... so if we get bred and our bodies record male DNA doesn't that make us more male? There is no research in the area of homosexuality as a survival mechanism of the human race or on how gay sex is intended to strengthen men DNA of immune systems but i have long suspected that homosexuality is a big part of the survival of humanity as a whole.

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by Anonymous on Sep 18, 2017 at 6:15 AM

I am 46yo, married with 3 kids love my wife and kids beyond belief. However, I am bisexual and love being with a man or men as often as possible - and safe. I am turned off the screaming, flaming gays but get hard as a rock when I see a masculine man's dick at the gym, beach or wherever. I can look at a straight man and tell if he is interested and that unique ability has provided lots of action in retail and commercial toilets, cars and hotel rooms.

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by Anonymous on Sep 20, 2017 at 9:27 PM

I'm also married and bi-curious. I haven't tried anything with another man YET. I want to try oral/anal me being on the receiving end of another man's cock. I jack off and fantasize about it a lot. Being from Ohio seems hard to find the right person. I've had few guys e-mail me few times greeneagle29 but never made contact @@y***o.**m I'm hoping one day it will happen.

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by Anonymous on Sep 24, 2017 at 9:04 AM

I have always been curious since a young boy. I let my cousin put is dick in my ass when we were about 9 years old and it felt very good. That was the first of quite a few times and when he screwed me it felt good and when we got old enough to cum he never pulled out.
All thru my younger years in school seems I had a lot of very private experiences with my friends and other boys that it just happened with. I was always willing to let a friend fuck me if he wanted to. I have always been a ruff and tumble masculine straight acting guy but I do have this very private secret side that likes nudity and sex with other men from time to time.
I had a very good friend back in Jr. High and High School and we played football together. In the showers after a game or practice I was not the only guy that got caught looking at his huge dick. My friend was hung like a horse and didn`t mind showing it off.
He and I were very good friends and in High School after we both got old enough to drive we would get our older friends to buy us beer and he and I drank a lot of beer often. One day while drinking beer at the Lake he and I got a little drunk and he told me he got excited when he saw other guys looking at his dick in the shower room.
He wanted to talk about it and after a few more beers and a very open conversation about this I felt comfortable enough with him to tell him I didn`t mind looking at it and even told him that there had been times that I even jacked off thinking about it. That seemed to excite him and after a big laugh he looked at me and said " You really do that?" I said "Sometimes I do" He asked me if I ever had thought about playing with it. I told him quite a few times I wondered how it would feel to jack him off. We were just drunk enough that he asked me if I was serious and when I told him I wouldn`t mind to at least try it once.
A few minutes later we were hidden in some thick trees and bushes out of sight of any one and I was jacking him off and on my knees right in front of him and he was looking down at me and really getting in to me jacking him off and he must have read my mind because he asked me if I would suck it. I thought a few seconds and said I would but he could never tell anyone. I sucked his huge dick that day in the bushes out at the Lake. I tasted a lot of his pre cum but did not let him cum in my mouth that day.
As the days passed I sucked his dick a few more times and one day he sucked my dick and after that we had oral sex fairly often and after several dares from each other we began trying to swallow the cum and it wasn`t bad at all.
Months after he and I had been giving each other oral sex very often I told him that if he wanted to try it I would really like for him to try fucking me. He was shocked at first but said he would if I really wanted to try it. That weekend my Parents were out of town so he and I stayed at my house and after a very painful first few times he was able to fuck me without too much pain and he pulled out to cum on my ass the first couple of times but once I was able to take all of his huge dick balls deep it felt way too good to us both so I let him cum in me and it was so much better than pulling out.
The first few times he penetrated me he made me cum from just sticking it in my ass. The more we fucked the more we wanted to and in a few weeks it got much easier for him to stick his huge dick in my ass and he would fuck the hell out of me and he always came a lot and both of us liked it when he was balls deep in my ass pumping his big hot load up my ass.
Quite a few times during lunch at school we would drive out to the edge of town to this wooded area and he would fuck me in the ass in the front seat of my pick up or his. We both had 4X4 pickups so we could get back in the woods pretty easy. Eventually as life goes on we moved apart and grew up got married had children and grandchildren but I will always remember the things he and I did together.
I have had a few experiences over the years and I am not that much in to sucking a dick but I will. My favorite is getting fucked in the ass with a big hard cock. Now days safe sex only but I still enjoy it and I do have a few toys hidden at my weekend cabin that I really enjoy when I have time alone there. Just something I have always enjoyed and it just feels good.

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by Anonymous on Oct 23, 2017 at 10:40 PM

Sounds as if it is not going to go away ,Make sure when the time come`s ,and it will,you choose very carefully,Protect your family from the kind that will drop you right in it.

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by Anonymous on Oct 27, 2017 at 11:40 PM

Im married with a lovely wife and kids and yet shower time has had its problems for me,sometimes iv found it hard to look away from this young guys cock and he knows its and i used to feel so guilty and yes frightened of making myself look a complete fool and maybe putting my family though hell if anyone found out,but in the end it was my turn to lock up and he hung around till i had to go in and tell him i was locking up,his cock was just hanging there and he was touching it smiling, and i just went down on my knees and sucked,and sucked while he fucked my mouth coming after about 10 minutes.it was a quick exit but next time he wanted to suck me,turns out we are both married and a shared suck it as far as it go`s.

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by Anonymous on Mar 30, 2018 at 12:57 AM

Married or not, i think a lot of men get these feelings but dare not admit it,Iv been sucked of by a young guy i knew had plenty of women,but he loved sucking my cock

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by Anonymous on Mar 30, 2018 at 12:58 AM

Married or not, i think a lot of men get these feelings but dare not admit it,Iv been sucked of by a young guy i knew had plenty of women,but he loved sucking my cock

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