I was going to be turning 50 years old in a few months and was not feeling too great about myself. I was feeling old and was out of shape. I made it my goal to get back in shape by my 50th birthday. I worked hard and not only met my goal but surpassed it. I was very fit and muscular now and you could actually see my abs. It was the best I had ever looked in my life.

I was at the beach and was getting many looks from women which built up my confidence. One woman approached me and introduced herself as a photographer. She said I looked great and asked me a few questions about myself. She was surprised by my age and told me she had a client looking for a male to do some photos for their online magazine. She had my attention and but when she mentioned it would require nudity I was very reluctant to do it and told her so. She gave me her business card and told me to call her if I changed my mind.

That night I thought about her offer. Everyone always thought of me as your old shy stable dependable never take any risks conservative guy. The more I thought her offer I decided to do it. I gave her a call and we met. She had me fully undress to give me a once over. She said she wanted me to go in for a full body wax including hair removal from my genitals. I agreed and she made the appointment and paid for the waxing. A couple of days later I go back and we go through the release forms for the photoshoot. The client hosted an adult site and we looked at the photos on it. She pointed to some of the photos and asked if I was willing to pose like that. I said yes to everything she pointed and we then went to a more explicit section of the website. Here the guys were performing sexual acts. I was shocked at first but figured if I was going to pose I would go all the way to prove to everyone I wasn't as shy and conservative as everyone thinks and am a risk taker. I signed the release forms and we began the photoshoot.

I fully undressed and she began taking photos. I was a little nervous about doing this but posed exactly as she asked. She had taken pictures of me in all sorts of poses and with some close-ups. Me masturbating was part of the agreement but that was going to be a video. Masturbating had me really nervous but I soon relaxed and did it in front of her with it being captured on camera.

Once the pictures and video were posted to the site I realized I went way too far with everything and asked if they could be taken down. I was asked if I signed a release form and when I told them I did they told me the photos and video stay on the site.

Some friends, family and co-workers have seen them now with them having different views on them. They all don't see me as shy and conservative any more. The guys think the photos are gay. The women seem to be more supportive about what I did. A friends wife and a female co-worker have privately told me it was a pleasant arousing surprise seeing me naked and doing what I did in front of the camera.