Well this is going to be lame as fuck do here we go..

I'm in love with my closest friend, and I shouldn't be.. we've had an on/off thing but our friendship has been very strong up until a few months ago before hurricane Irma hit. (No thanks to someone).

Anyways, I found out he joined the coast guard and told no one about it.. I'm a bit hurt but won't being this up simply because I don't think I should know about this..