I seduced one of my husband's friends a few years ago with lots of planning and lying on my part. We have been having a really hot affair since. We are very careful. He feels guilty a lot and that might end it. As for me, I almost feel like getting caught because then I could have him all the time without sneaking around. He says that part of the heat in our affair is the cheating and if our position change the sex will cool off. He might be right. In the meantime, all of my orgasms are coming from my affair dalliances. I will hate the day when they stop.

I realize I am greedy and self-centered. I tried to change but I'm too weak. We can't stay away from each other.