I might sound freaky, but I have been obsessed with the idea of sex ever since I can remember. One of my earliest memories of my childhood is once when I woke up one night to the sounds of my mother gasping and moaning and my father murmuring something to her in heavy breaths. We lived in a small one BHK house then and as my sister and I were too young to sleep alone, we used to sleep with our parents in the room. We siblings slept on the bedroom floor and our parents slept on the bed.

So, that night hearing my parents speak, I instinctively turned around to look at what my parents were doing. It makes me wonder at my reaction now, but then I only had I had to see my father on top of my mother and I immediately understood everything. I was very little then. I had not even  began keeping a tab of my age too, maybe I was in my kindergarten. But I knew they were making out and as screwed up my mind already was I was not ashamed to look on nor did I find it gross. I was more than interested and looked on. I don't recall exactly what happened but my mother suddenly warned my father to be careful else one of the children may see them in the act. They turned our way just then as caught me watching them.

My father immediately got off my mother and both seemed to feel awkward. I didn't even panic then or react. I simply turned back and pretended to sleep. I heard my father try to placate my mother that I must have just turned that way that instant and that I was too little so probably I would not have understood anything.

But I had understood everything. I waited for my parents to fall asleep and then I did the most freaky thing a girl of 5 or 6 years would do. I stripped to naked and toyed with myself till I felt satisfied. I put on my dress back and only then fell again asleep.