Married but Crushing on a Younger Guy... I'm not unhappily married but for some reason I have a crush on my husband's, younger co-worker. He's exactly 10 years younger than me and but is oddly mature for his age and quite charming.

I find myself having shortness of breathe and getting flushed/blushing when he does talks to me. One work social was at a bar near their office. He was sitting across from me and my husband was sitting next to me. We were all talking; but after 1 drink, all I could think about was how bad I wanted to crawl into his lap, straddle him, kiss his neck and grind on his lap until he lost it and took me on the table.

I got so hot about the thought that I needed to go to the bathroom to calm down. Then, he walked me to the ladies room because I didn't know where it was, which was so unusual but nice. My husband had pointed and given me verbal directions to the bathroom, but wasn't getting up from the table. After he walked me there, I found myself fantasizing about bathroom wall sex (which I've never had). My panties were so wet by the end of the night.

At first, I wasn't sure that he was interested and thought he was just being polite because he makes it a point to offer an innocent compliment or talk to me at whenever he's around during the weekly work socials. But over the last couple of weeks, he's given me tons of non-verbal signals that he's interested and increased the mild flirtation talk. He even hinted that he like to spend more time with me one-on-one basis and that his place was big and private. This week we agreed to try to go out for drinks and finish our discussion on some organizational psychology issues he's dealing with on his team.

Part of me wants this to happen so badly... I can't stop the fantasies of how hard he must get and how much stamina he would have. I so want him to take me and then finish me doggy style. But, I've got a lot to lose... my husband is a good guy, good father to our son, and eager to please in bed. My husband is on a special medication that makes our sex lives less intense (he doesn't get fully hard anymore and his doesn't last for too long unless he's been drinking), but he gets creative in making sure that I can cum, so I'm not left unsatisfied.

I realize I'm flirting with danger; but I can't help it.