As a guy I am always afraid to admit it but I was r**ed frequently from the time I was 18 to the time I was 20. It's a long story but I was convicted of a crime I never did all because a friend blamed it on me. I wasn't even with him that night, I was at home. Police came and arrested me at my parents house the next day.

I was small and skinny at that age, county jail even was scary to me. I was convicted right away and sent to a maximum security prison. Boy was I scared. I got there and had inmates hitting on me constantly. I was 18, was still in high school, small,skinny,and very hair free body. For two years I became a sex object for a few different guys.

Now that is the only "sex" I've ever had. I was a virgin going in and to this date I've never had sex with a woman. I'm too afraid and embarrassed about my past situation. I've since learned to just put the whole prison thing in the past but me having to get my ass fucked for a crime a friend did still bothers me. My mom tells me to get pit and I've my life when I go visit her but I don't think she understands the amount of struggle those dicks in my ass put on my life.

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by Anonymous on Oct 9, 2017 at 11:19 AM

WOW! I'm sorry about that. what happened to the friend that blamed it on you? some experiences can be traumatizing as hell, don't take it personal, you did nothing to deserve it, try to move on. and being r**ed doesn't make you less of a man. you were handed a bad card. I feel for you bud, hope you can get over it.

I was talking to a guy once and he was telling me how gay sex is rampant in prisons and the guards participate and fuck the inmates sometimes... he is gay. He told me the reason he went to jail for a year was because he beat up a cop and another gay dude that called the state on him and lied about him spreading aids/HIV the state government even had a supposed list of guys he had slept with, etc. He said he was tested every two day for HIV for 3 months thanks to the lying dude and could have been put in prison for a long time, so he took matters in his own hands and beat the living life out of the dude lying about him to the state, he said the guy lying could have put him away for a long time if he were to have tested positive even though he had not ever met any of the people in the supposed list of men he gave HIV to... he ended up with 1 year sentence and the dude that lied about it was given 17 years in prison for lying to the state.

he also mentioned that the gay guys runs the prison and that if anyone gets out of hand with them, they end up hurt badly or killed. he mentioned that the prison guards knew all about it and would open the cell of the guy getting him so that they could be killed or beaten up. so no one messed with the gay guys in the prison.

I hope karma gets that fucking sack of shit that did this to you.

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by Anonymous on Oct 9, 2017 at 1:36 PM

U didn't mention the whereabouts and status of your (ex)friend. Unfortunately this is a life lesson that will be with you always. In picking "friends",choose wisely! U probably need to see a psychologist. Every victim deals with this crime differently. I'm surprised that your mother isn't more sympathetic and understanding.
She should be for no other reason than if she lives long enough it may be you that she has to solely rely upon. She should be wise enough to know,"kids dont forget" what they perceive as a slight or mistreatment.Go get help!!!!!!!! It'll do you good.

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by Anonymous on Oct 9, 2017 at 6:26 PM

No my friend got no jail or prison time. He blamed it all on me and I wasn't even with him that night. Don't want to get started on him, I haven't talked to him since that happened

But as far as myself I'm fine. I don't let what happened bother me but I just dint want sex. No sex at all. I live alone, have a good job and I'm happy. One of my best friends is a woman, I know she likes me more than a friend but I'm just not into sex.

Yes sex is very frequent in prison. The younger guys usually are the ones on the receiving end. Being that I went to prison when I was 18 you could only imagine how fresh I was.

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by Anonymous on Oct 10, 2017 at 6:20 AM

I took the blame for two older friends when I was in my early teens for possession of a small quantity of pot and a stolen car they took for a joy ride. I didn't even know it was stolen. They'd convinced me because I was so young I'd get off with a warning.
Not! I got six months in a detention center. Being a smoothly cute fourteen year old the older much tougher boy's were all over my prettyboy looks. I tried just sucking them thinking it would keep me fresh but that didn't last long. One of them had to get some of my prettyboys fresh twinkie ass and treated me well once I let them, I never told. The weird thing was that I kinda liked it, sleeping with the other boys?
I had sex almost daily, and sometimes with more than one boy. When I got out my cousin who's actually my second cousin and close to my parents age said he'd been in a reform school too when he was a cute kid like me and remembers what it was like. He winked at me and asked if I'd told my parents about what the older boys did to me. I was shocked he even knew what happened and was invited to his apartment to talk about it. Which actually ended up meaning he wanted to get some too. Which he did, it hurt because of the size difference but I guess it's okay because I started liking it with him also.

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by Anonymous on Oct 11, 2017 at 9:21 AM

#4. I'm sure it happens to most young guys there too. The older ones see the younger guys as a piece of ass. The detention center in my area is known to be a rough place. Guys that go there 17 and under can be some mean tough ones. Which you think nothing sexual would happen there but I've heard stories of the younger guys being forced into sex with the older guys. I feel sorry for them, especially since judges in my area get jail happy. Maybe the judges are aware of what goes on in there so they think sending a teen to jail will scare him enough to stay out of trouble.

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