Sex Confession #37520 | Adult Confessions

- Dreams and Wishes -

Straight Female / 41

I was not sure what category to put this under, since it deal with sex and cheating....
But I have not cheated. Yet.

I will start by saying that I do love my husband. He is a good man and a good father
to our 2 children.
But for the past few years, our sex life has been very "blah".
I have kept myself in shape, I try to talk to my husband about it, but he is just very
old fashioned and mellow.

I want to be "taken". I want sex to be forced on me.
I know its wrong, but when I am taking care of myself alone, some sort of r**e scenario
is always my trigger.

Years ago, I tried to get my husband to be more forceful, and really be aggressive with me.
But we both just started laughing since its just not him at all.

This is bad, but I find myself parking farther away from a store than I need to, and
sometimes even off to the side where it not so well lit, just hoping.

I don't want to make love. For once (or twice...lol) I just want to be used.
No kissing, just a strong man to rip my clothes off and penetrate me.
My body would explode.
I have even started wearing a skirt without panties when I go out just to make
things easier for whoever makes that move on me.

I just know as I am saying "No! Stop!" I would be pulling my rapist towards me closer.
I would quietly ask him not to cum inside me, but at the same time I would be delighted
to feel his sperm empty in my body.
I would have his baby.

I hate the idea of cheating, so I guess being r**ed would be my way of cheating and
having it NOT be my fault.

Sometimes I think about what dinner would be like that night. My husband asking me
how my day was, and I respond with the usual "fine". But secretly I am thinking to myself
"I was r**ed, and I loved it!!"

And later that night, I would initiate sex with my husband.
He is very good at giving oral sex, so in a way I would be sharing another man's cum with
him. That is just so wrong, but it sounds so exiting.
But I would want to make ove to him, just to know that we are still "ok". I want to fall
asleep knowing I have the mixture of two guys in me.

And then the next day, I am out again. Hoping.

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# 37520 - by Anonymous / October 16, 2017

Comments

by Anonymous on Oct 16, 2017 at 9:50 AM

Your fantasy is pretty normal. There's little to no guilt if a woman is simply taken by a stranger (no intimacy of kissing our foreplay) vs. an consenting erotic tryst with someone we know. The tryst would be cheating and has the potential to damage our relationships and lives, unlike the first one.

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by Anonymous on Oct 16, 2017 at 11:24 AM

#1 is right.
That's a pretty normal fantasy for many women.
Yours is actually kinda tame, because the higher percentage of women with that fantasy dream of a gang r**e.
What makes yours so special and exceptionally erotic is that you are passively seeking it with preparations that incorporate it into your life as a daily turn-on and keep you in a constant state of sexual readiness.

But I just phucking love your attitude.
The no-panty approach is every guy's dream and will pay off eventually.
Can't do anything but help your husband's attitude as well.
And the two cum loads puts you a cut above the rest as well.

So lose the guilt. Not worth it.
But don't get discouraged either.
Keep being creative and the whole thing will fall into place for you.

Keep posting too.
I'd love to know what happens.

by Anonymous on Oct 16, 2017 at 8:22 PM

I feel the same. I want hubby to be more forceful. I don't want lame sex anymore.
I want roughness, and bite marks.
I want him to warn me of my attitude and handle me if I don't stop. I am turned on by your story. Keep posting.

by Anonymous on Oct 17, 2017 at 12:56 AM

Erotic fantasies aside, be careful what you wish for. You may regret it if it ever comes to pass. Maybe you should readdress the role play thing with your husband but be totally serious about it, at least enough to remove any levity from it.

by Anonymous on Oct 17, 2017 at 11:24 AM

I wish there was some sort of symbols or signs to know which women "want" this sort of attention and which ones don't. The thought of pinning a sexy women over the hood of her car and giving it to her rough is a huge turn on for any alpha male.

by Anonymous on Oct 18, 2017 at 6:57 AM

This is my posting...
Not sure how I can keep anyone updated here, as I am not sure if anything will
ever happen at all. This may be a dream of mine that just sits there forever unfortunately.
About 2 years ago, I had a coupon to get an oil change. It was a Sunday, and
my husband was glued to the t.v watching football all day. So, I went to get
it done on my own. I must have gone there just before closing time, and from
what I could tell there was only 1 worker there. He was dirty and not attractive
at all, but as I sat in the waiting room I started to get aroused. I was alone
somewhere with another man, and I wanted rough sex! I wonder to this day if there
were security cameras on me as my hand went between my legs.
I unfastened one of the buttons on my blouse for him, but I was too scared to make
any other kind of move. I wanted him to do that. I wanted him to force himself on
me!
But he was probably too scared to do anything with me, since it was at his place
of employment.
I have been thinking about the last response that someone wrote here. How
could I let him know I was very horny, and he could just r**e me right there
and then if he wanted.

And I just don't know of a sign or signal that would work.

Does anyone else have any ideas??

I could have gone home so happy...lol

by Anonymous on Oct 26, 2017 at 8:08 AM

All you got to do is dress a little slutty, walk the walk, and, get paid. Eventually someone will be all rough and tough. You need it bitch, roll over.

by Anonymous on Nov 4, 2017 at 1:12 PM

I love your fantasy and hope you get r**ed. I wish I knew where you were so I could force my hard cock deep into your wet c**t and fill it with my Cum, and then push my cock down your throat while pulling your hair and using your mouth like a pussy. All while calling you a whore. Take my cock deep into your mouth whore.
Lets email more this fantasy? Or get snap chat?

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