17 m here in middle America. I let a 48 year old man use me for gay sex all weekend in return for some pot. He kept me high, and even gave me a couple of lines a few times a day. I was a virgin not only with men but with women too. I put bi in because I want to be with women. He dumped loads in my mouth, my butt on my chest and face. He put make up on me, and around the house I wore panties and stockings. I wanted to be stoned, and I got to keep over an ounce for myself. But it wasn't worth it. Now I'm not stoned, I realize what I did, and I don't go to the bathroom right anymore. Things inside me feel twisted up, I hope it will go back to normal.