I have a crush on our teenage neighbor!

I simply cannot stop thinking about this boy. It is just so crazy.
My heart races and my stomach gets turned in knots every time we are over at their house.
Every week day at 255pm I find myself looking out the window just to see Trent walk by from
the school up the street. I will often be touching myself as I watch him.
I feel so dirty.
A couple weeks ago at a barbeque his family was having, Trent and my husband were
playing a card game against each other. I was secretly hoping Trent would beat my husband,
and he did.
Even that got me aroused!
At one point, I was able to sneak upstairs and lay down on Trent's bed just for about a minute.
I inhaled the scent on his pillow, and dreamed about him laying there with me.

When my husband and I are intimate, I can only think of Trent. I close my eyes and I
am kissing him, it is his young penis inside me, it is his cum emptying inside my body.
My husband has no idea why I have been initiating sex so much lately (lol)

Trent is dominant over my husband, and he has no idea.

I would never want to cheat, but I am to the point now where I would with Trent.
If only he knew that.

I think about the 2 hours we could have with each other when he is done with school, and before
my husband comes home.

I am pretty good friends with his mom, and anytime I am talking to her there is a voice in the
back of my mind screaming "I want your son!!"

I am old enough to be Trent's mom - maybe that has some kind of erotic kink for me since I do
not have any kids of my own.

I am turning 40 soon, maybe I want Trent to make me feel young again.

I am in great shape, but I cant help but think of all the pretty girls he goes to school with.
Why would he ever be interested in me?

I want to make love to Trent. My body craves him.

Lord help me