The day I turned 18 was the first day the church pastor did me anally. At 18 I weight 130 pounds, I was small framed, only body hair I had was pubic hair, and I was a virgin.

It was after a Sunday service. He called me to his office. We sat and talked, he asked if I mind if he changed while we talked. I said nope go for it. He had some jeans and a T-shirt laying on the couch in his office he was going to change into. This was in 2010. He first took his shoes off, then took his pants off. He folded his pants up nice before placing them in his bag. His button down shirt overed up butt and crotch but once he unbuttoned that and took it off I could see he was wearing white Hanes briefs.

He just stood there in his white under shirt, his white briefs and white socks. I don't exactly remember what he said to me but had me stand up and put my hands in his desk. He undid my belt and let my dress pants fall to the floor. When those fell my briefs were now exposed. He said what a good boy wearing white briefs under your dress cloths. He pulled those down too and now my ass was exposed

I heard him sliding down his underwear and next thing I know I could feel his erect penis touching my butt. He mentioned some other things about church stuff, I was just very nervous. Then he walked around his desk,opening the drawer and grabbed a small bottle. He came back around me and put a cold liquid on my butthole. I felt his penis go in between my cheeks and touch my hole and he said just breathe easy. Yep he pushed his penis right in me. I was trying not to scream, man that hurt! After a few minutes the pain subsided and it just felt like I had to go to the bathroom. He did his thing for a while till I eventually felt my butt get flooded with a warm liquid.

He pulled out and I pulled my underwear and pants up. He wiped his penis off and got dressed himself. Preaching some other stuff to me at the same time. Ever Sunday till I turned 19 he'd have come in his office after service. Same way every time he'd have me lean on his desk while he did his thing till he came in my butt. Saying like it's god will or something like that.

I never told anyone, my mom did ask why he wanted me in his office a few times. I just told her to talk about life and things. She didn't say anything about that. When in reality as she asked me about that my butt was full of the pastors semen.

The day I turned 19 he told me that would be the last time. I was happy because I didn't enjoy anal but it was whatever.

Every so often when I'm back in my hometown I go to church with my mom and see the pastor has a different guy going to his office now. I feel sorry for that guy! I've never told my mom or my girlfriend about the pastor.