So this is my first time trying this as a way to deal with my sex addiction and just getting it out my system

Years ago I was r**ed
And since the r**e I started looking at sex like a job or like it's what I'm good at so that's all I know

Every relationship became about sex, every interaction became about sex

I have a very twisted outlook of sex as well which is anything but normal
Anything from i****t to beastiality. I have fantasised about being gang banged, having a giant orgy having outside people join in.

But now I have met this guy who is just as twisted as I am and I have realised that we go a bit overboard.

I have decided to deal with my issue because I hate the how I feel after pleasuring myself for hours or if my partner and I have gone over board

Its been about a week or so since I've admitted it but I am struggling... I want to push anything and everything inside of me, so here is to a tough Road ahead and many more confessions