Straight Male / 40
In a confession sence i was 16.
This to me is pure threpy being able to express my actual event state in a time line of just me
Without the bullshit i was 16 not ,long before i joined the aus army..
And i was down and out, quit school inside that week, cut ties with a cold %99 of everyone. Dropped off the radar, i even quit all 3 footy codes and water polo hockey mixed netball basketball softball and pulled out of the ocean outriggers team. I was done with the town and everyone in it. Simply felt The presure of politics in sport and would not stand for being blackmailed.
I was not born a athlete i just trained everyday from brith, in all codes of footy i was hored dostractor that could completely change and re divert the oppositions attention at a physical attack lvl, adding the side job of waiting to have a target picked to hunt on and off the field, sport is as hard as u play thats why its sport, that motto was a trainig tool used on me,
All other sport was a side intrest to me so i could hunt for pussy and i lived many different personas in many different levels of the community-based township of 25000. Wwell finaced by a small part of the community jwho were well awear of my few lusts i needed to preform, it was mostly provided for me, the rest had a blind eye put on all of my personal activities
Reguardless of how high i felt i needed to be or whom/ how many partners i kept ready for tennsion relief it was my first ever under 17s SOS game and i was placed in a spot of bother as i was brought into a room full of fat smoke stained greedy investors 20mins before the game with the coach
And put on the spot as i was blunty reminded of my position on feild and in life..
I was a $ tool that cost them to keep me and i was about to be cut free after that match unless i was going to do my job amd give a penalty and allow the oppsition to score with a kick first then my job was done in representive footy if i failed councilman terry would leak my relationship with his wife which would land her in jail, she was there and part of the presure group hammering me
After it was done i was dropped off the team and sent home with a suspension that ended all hope of rep footy, for being violent and striking a referee. My perents who already had a strained relationship with me gave up. So i left without well everthing and i had done as i was instructed to lol life.
I moved forward
This to me is pure threpy being able to express my actual event state in a time line of just me
Without the bullshit i was 16 not ,long before i joined the aus army..
And i was down and out, quit school inside that week, cut ties with a cold %99 of everyone. Dropped off the radar, i even quit all 3 footy codes and water polo hockey mixed netball basketball softball and pulled out of the ocean outriggers team. I was done with the town and everyone in it. Simply felt The presure of politics in sport and would not stand for being blackmailed.
I was not born a athlete i just trained everyday from brith, in all codes of footy i was hored dostractor that could completely change and re divert the oppositions attention at a physical attack lvl, adding the side job of waiting to have a target picked to hunt on and off the field, sport is as hard as u play thats why its sport, that motto was a trainig tool used on me,
All other sport was a side intrest to me so i could hunt for pussy and i lived many different personas in many different levels of the community-based township of 25000. Wwell finaced by a small part of the community jwho were well awear of my few lusts i needed to preform, it was mostly provided for me, the rest had a blind eye put on all of my personal activities
Reguardless of how high i felt i needed to be or whom/ how many partners i kept ready for tennsion relief it was my first ever under 17s SOS game and i was placed in a spot of bother as i was brought into a room full of fat smoke stained greedy investors 20mins before the game with the coach
And put on the spot as i was blunty reminded of my position on feild and in life..
I was a $ tool that cost them to keep me and i was about to be cut free after that match unless i was going to do my job amd give a penalty and allow the oppsition to score with a kick first then my job was done in representive footy if i failed councilman terry would leak my relationship with his wife which would land her in jail, she was there and part of the presure group hammering me
After it was done i was dropped off the team and sent home with a suspension that ended all hope of rep footy, for being violent and striking a referee. My perents who already had a strained relationship with me gave up. So i left without well everthing and i had done as i was instructed to lol life.
I moved forward
