A little over a year ago I was r**ed by a group of 5 men. I didn't try to fight back or get away because I was afraid they'd hurt me or worse if I tried, so I just did as they said, and because of that nobody believes me or believes that it happened but that I'm lying about it being r**e since I didn't fight back.

So now I've lost a bunch of friends and family and my reputation is ruined, I wish I hadn't told anybody, and if it happened again I definitely wouldn't say anything now because I know they'd just think I was lying again.

For my own mental health though I feel like I need to talk about it so like, if anyone on here has any questions about what happened I'll try to answer them. I don't even care if it's because you want something to jerk off to, I mean that's probably why some of you are on this site, I just want to talk about it and have someone believe me.

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by Anonymous on Oct 27, 2017 at 1:40 PM

Have you ever played with your pussy thinking about what happen??

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by Anonymous on Oct 27, 2017 at 2:01 PM

Rapist's are sick. End of (not op)

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by Anonymous on Oct 27, 2017 at 2:47 PM

Please get counselling. It'll help you process what happened. You're strong and you can continue with your life. If you're feeling strong, report it.

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by Anonymous on Oct 27, 2017 at 2:57 PM

You should definitely get some counseling.jbuknow75 it helps @@lot just know h*****l you're . Not alone com

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by Anonymous on Oct 27, 2017 at 3:42 PM

Hi, sorry that nobody believes you. If you need to talk, abvtouch @@g mail

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by Anonymous on Oct 27, 2017 at 5:04 PM

it doesn't matter what people believe you know what happened and need to love yourself, get some help If you need, to overcome the trauma.

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by Anonymous on Oct 27, 2017 at 5:34 PM

sorry that happened to you :/ *virtual hug*

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by Anonymous on Oct 27, 2017 at 9:23 PM

I believe you.
Staying alive was the right thing to do.
What others think of you isn't worth used toilet paper.
Success is the best revenge/

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by Anonymous on Oct 28, 2017 at 3:38 AM

Second that counseling suggestion and reporting it if you feel comfortable doing so.

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by Anonymous on Oct 28, 2017 at 11:37 AM

I believe you. No 8 is spot on.

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by Anonymous on Oct 28, 2017 at 1:01 PM

Oh jeez. You poor thing. Our hearts go out to you. Seek some help and report it to the authorities when you can. Join a support group if there are any near you. Don't worry about others, you need to take care of yourself. We love you sister and are praying for you. Hope you can begin moving past it soon. Keep us posted on how your are doing.

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by Anonymous on Oct 29, 2017 at 6:50 AM

I believe you, I'm sure counseling would help. Also, drop those toxic-ass people and surround yourself with supportive friends!

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by Anonymous on Oct 29, 2017 at 3:37 PM

Confessor here: That's the thing though, I did report it but they dismissed it because I didn't fight back, so they and everyone else thinks I was lying about it. I appreciate all the support here though.

Also, @@#1, it depends. Sometimes I have a hard time thinking about it, other times I can fantasize about it, relive the situation or think about what it could have been like if I had known beforehand and went into the situation willingly. Sometimes I do get off to that.

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by Anonymous on Oct 30, 2017 at 8:46 AM

I believe you. Sue them. There might be some way to get one of them to crack when being questioned during deposition (sp).

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by Anonymous on Oct 31, 2017 at 3:49 AM

You forgot to tell us how they fucked you in the ass and you liked it!

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by Anonymous on Oct 31, 2017 at 7:29 PM

Sooo, OP. In the #13 response, you finally come clean. Yes you are somewhat upset by what has happened to you, but also turned on by it. That's understandable. After having time to reflect upon the situation, you are now examining it from different perspectives. Wondering what it would have been like if you had known beforehand, and thinking about the experience had it been consensual is starting to turn you on. Now that the shock of the original incident is over, are you thinking that under different circumstances you would like to try a gangbang again, for fun this time?

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by Anonymous on Jan 16, 2018 at 8:55 AM

Kik me at nebulae1995

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