I am married but to a wife that is so straight laced she doesn't let me get very adventurous in our sex life. I knew this ahead of the marriage and went into it anyway. I have had several affairs, and casual fucks. The best is my current affair with a 44 year old woman. She lets me do anything sexually, she does anything she wants too. I regularly let her use her strapon in my ass. I like getting buttfucked very much now and I look forward to her fucking me as much as I look forward to fucking her. She wants me to try it with a man while she watches, as I have watched her with many women, many times. I can't bring myself to do that yet, but if she insists I'll do it just to keep having sex with her. I do feel empty when I'm not with her and have her silicone cock up my ass.