I'm currently happily engaged and love my fiancee more than anything but I'm absolutely desperate for a bi sexual MMF threesome.

I've never had any sexual experience with a guy before but I've always been crazy turned on by the thought of not just sharing a girl with another guy but sharing a guy with another girl. Just going crazy over each other, just getting lost in the lust and excitement and all becoming one then just all layong the bed together and fallong asleep. I'm getting turned on thinking about it!

But the problem is I know that my fiancee wouldn't be up for it and I really don't want to cheat on her. But I also need to do this. I really don't know what to so. I keep seeing guys in the street and thinking 'yep, I'd love to watch you fuck someone and watch your face as we share your cock.

I've thought about trying swinging apps to see if there's anyone near me who I could meet up with but I don't know if I could keep it to myself and not tell her as i don't know how shed take it. And I'd constantly be on edge that she'd find out somehow.

Help!!