So a few months back i was broken up with and left for another guy after a few years.
So i was pretty messed up doing anything to not be lonely and i jumped into this relationship with this chick that
is not for me, the relationship is already built off lies and its just a matter of time SO

i cant just leave her right now, and im craving some good looking sex, and shes not it... i cant leave her like that so im going to have to cheat on this girl. i hate it, i hate it i dont want to be that person but nature is telling me i need to mate now....