I'm just wondering if anyone else is like this?

I'm in my early twenties, married to a gorgeous girl and our sex life is great. The thing is when I was younger, actually a kid, I slept with other boys. I was a cute kid and boy's were always hitting on me and I eventually gave in.

Sure, I can't say I didn't like it, it did feminize me somewhat. I took to wearing really short shorts like girls wear so boys could see what underpants I had on. My mom was worried and when I started dating girls in highschool she told me how she was concerned about my younger years.

I met this great girl at church and we got engaged. The guys from work threw a bachelor's party at a hotel, got me drunk and as a joke set me up with a gorgeous tranny (without me knowing) and they all left. I was bombed up in my room with this gorgeous"girl" who was all over me. This beautiful thing gave me the hottest balls deep fucking I'd ever had. Not once but twice that night and again in the morning before she left.

Sure, I can live with it though it was strange it was kinda special too. We got married, the guys at work didn't have any clue what really happened and everything is fine. Except I've kind of reverted to my younger years when boy's were tapping my tight little ass. I've started going out, first once a month, now weekly. I go to gay night clubs or answer CL ads. I like to get fucked wearing tighty-whitie underpants like I wore when I was a kid. I tell whomever I'm with that "I'm virgin and just want to try being with another man." They fuck my tighty-whitie little ass till it's numb with cumm.

What going back to "boy's white cotton style briefs" is all about I'm not sure. All I know is that I love it. Does anyone else experience this, if so I wouldn't feel so weird maybe?