Hey, this is just a letter that I wished I wrote to the person " who we will nick name Roxy to hide identity " in this letter a while ago to tell her how i feel about her and maybe just in my mind ill be okay knowing that she may or may not ever read this, ill never know and shell never know even if she did who wrote this, anyways without further ado


To you,
Roxy.

We spent many years growing up together in the same house as we are related as first cousins and were always very close and spent a beautiful amount of time sharing in unforgettable moments that I could never not replay in my mind over and over. Even now that you have a serious, committed relationship with your current boyfriend of many long years, I know that you can not deny what we once had or shared or the moments we have spent together. Growing up together we had the awesome chance to be in one anothers lives closer than most people who were/are together in relationships.

Im here to recall my favorite memories and to tell you that I still do in fact, love you with all of my heart and that I couldnt ever forget you. The love i have for you is pretty unique to say the least and taboo to some who do not think with open minds when it comes to two first cousins who are involved with one another, however I know youre not one of those people and the fact that you were so comfortable with us, is one of the facts that I love the most.


Do you remember when we had our first intimate time together how beautifully intense that was?
Or do you remember the countless nights we would spend under the stars after dark when everyone went to bed?
I sure wish now that we could go back and relive those moments one more time, Even though I still love you its hard to recall the passionate look in your eyes when we first came together, though I somewhat recall the fire inside them.


I think of you often and still think about and fantasize about the intimate times we shared even with my current girlfriend because you never forget your first time and the person who it was with. Thats just something Ive learned to accept and grow with. Often I wonder if you think about me the same way as I do when youre with someone intimately .



I still hope that one day we can rekindle our lost love, in secrecy or out in the open.
Im hoping this short letter finds you out, or at least I can believe that It will.
There has never been another girl that could ignite the fire and passion in my veins than when you once touched or kissed me and told me that you loved me.


I miss you Roxy,
I love you.