How things have changed sexually:

It all started after back surgery. I was straight at the time, but became impotent after the surgery, no longer able to please a female. My erection would be lost during insertion. So for many years now, no sex as I once knew it. Masturbation was the only thing left. Then one day while searching the internet, I came across pro-dominatrix, but I had to pay for this service.

So I decided to try this, at least I would be with a female. We met, then she took over. She told me to strip naked, then she dressed me in female lingerie and makeup and told me how pretty I looked. She said it was time to act like a female. She put on a strapon and instructed me to get down on my knees and suck it. After some time I really got into it. I was spanked until my cheeks were red hot. She then told me to get down on all fours and she was going to take my virginity away. With lots of lube and patience, she was deep inside me, pumping away, she jacked me off and I shot a load of cum like never before. I was very happy from this experience.

I went back a few more times and then sought out other dommes. Every time, I was feminized, sucked their cocks and bent over for it. I found out this has become the best sexual encounters I've ever had. I really enjoy being a "sissy slut". Finally, I was introduced to forced bi, she said it was time to suck a real man's cock. This was hard to do at first, but following her strict instructions, I did as I was told. I was now sucking cock. It was time for him to cum and was told to swallow ever drop, which I did. It was not as bad as I first imagined it would be.

A few months later, she had me take my first cock up my now pussy. It was wonderful, he came inside and it felt so incredible having his cum leaking out. So now, I guess I can be called a "sissy faggot".

I have now purchased many female clothes, dildos, makeup, wigs, breast forms and love dressing as female. I have been on craigslist and found men to come over for blow jobs and fucking. I love making men cum and satisfying their sexual needs. Some have even said I gave them the best blow job they ever had.

I sometime fish in secluded areas and fish, wearing only bra/panties to get a nice tan line set for the summer. I don't even think about fucking women anymore like a man, but just imagine them fucking me with their big strapons. They always make me eat my own cum at the end. So I have found that I'm addicted to cum, whether it's my own or someone else's. I like it down my throat, on my face or in my pussy hole.

Life as a "sissy faggot" has been rewarding. Sitting around for those years without any sex are gone forever, I now feel complete again and sexually satisfied.

Now if I happened into a gay bar and someone hit up on me, I would know what to do and be comfortable. I have also dressed and and been to a few fast food drive thru windows, quite exciting. I do have a couple fantasies that I want to do. One is going shopping at a female clothing store and be fitted for a bra. I also, since I have many dildos of various sizes, my hole has been stretched out and now I want to be fisted.

I do enjoy being with a domme the most. Especially when she has other people there. I love the humiliation, the verbal humiliation, just the whole idea of being a total "submissive sissy slut faggot".

Stephanie