Almost ten years ago my husband made it know he got off watching and what he really wanted was to watch me. I had never cheated on him but my eye did wander, a lot. I don't think I would have cheated in the long run but it didn't matter because he started letting other men fuck me. It went from an occasional thing to frequent. The last few years he's gone from having me meet strangers to having me blindfolded while I'm having sex with other men. He says he likes the idea of me not knowing anything about the guy I'm with and he's said a few times that he mixes in people I actually know occasionally which makes me wet as hell thinking of who it might be then trying to guess who by how people interact with me afterward. I'm kind of certain that my husband's immediate boss fucked me once because he was overly familiar with me the few times I've seen him recently.

One thing I liked was that I told my husband I really wanted to have sex with a woman. I'd always felt the attractive to certain woman sexually and he agreed and since he's snuck in some woman he watches me with.

The last year or so he's always had me blindfolded whether I'm with a man or a woman. So like I said I'd never cheated but, I met a few guys over the years I'd really wanted to fuck and wanted to get with bad but my outside sex is always with strangers except in cases where I suspect my husband is letting a friend fuck me. So I figured if he can let his friends fuck me why can't I fuck a few people I want to?

I know the web sites my husband finds strangers to fuck me so I started out telling one guy who really wanted to fuck me and who I really wanted to fuck about what my husband and I do. He was into it. The next time my husband was looking I told the guy. It took three times but my husband finally had me fuck the guy thinking he was a complete stranger but I knew who it was and loved it. I put on a great show for my husband and got to fuck a guy I'd wanted to forever. Since then I've managed to get five other guys and one woman to make contact with my husband either by answering adds or contacting him on his swinger sex site and I've had sex with all of them. One guy who's very well hung has fucked me six times because my husband loves seeing how I react to the guys dick.

Some might think I'm cheating but I think I'm just playing the system a little bit. My husband set it up and he loves watching me with the people I sneak in and the only thing is he doesn't know I know them and want to be with them. I don't consider it cheating to do the act itself under those circumstances but think it's cheating in my heart when I want to have sex with them in the first place. Sorry for rambling lol.