My first gay experience was with my cousin. We were both in our late teens. Him a bit older. I was always gay but never had the courage or even knew any guys willing at the time. I just had to settle for fingering myself and later some dildos.
Me and him were always close and he knew I was gay. He was actually the only one who knew apart from my sister.
A few people from the family all rented motel rooms for an out of town weeding of a relative.
My cousin and I were put in the same room. It had two double beds in it.
He had snuck some liquor and brought some pot. We were drinking, smoking and just talking like usual. He mentioned him and his girlfriend splitting up and asked if I had found a guy yet.
I told him I wish I could say yes but that I had not. He told me that after him and his girlfriend split he was really horny and had no one to fuck and jacking off wasn't enough.
After promising silence he said that he fucked a gay guy from his school.
I was surprised as he never came off as gay in the slightest. I asked if he topped or bottomed. He didn't know the terms but after I explained he said top.
He asked which I liked and I said bottom.
At this point his tone was giving away what he was getting at and my heart was racing and my dick was very hard.
He said he was horny now, if I wanted to finally get with a guy and if I had a problem with him being my cousin.
To be honest I always kind of had the hots for him so without hesitation I agreed.
He took started stripping his clothes off. Once his pants were off I saw his hard cock almost bursting out of his boxers.
I started to remove mine. My cock was a bit smaller but just as hard. Once his boxers were off I saw he was even bigger than he looked.
I instantly fell to my knees and started sucking.
I couldn't get him very far without gagging at first. I had some practice on my dildos but he was a longer than my toys. I was able to get most of it in and my gagging seemed to feel good anyway. I made sure to move my tongue as much as possible as I knew that would probably feel good. He seemed to love it.
He stopped me after a couple minutes to avoid cumming. Then he told me to get on the bed.
I laid on my stomach and arched my ass up. He licked his fingers and stuck one in me. I moaned and it was going in with ease as I had used my dildo earlier that morning.
I suppose he noticed I was already able to take him cause a few seconds after he was putting his saliva soaked cock in me.
He was slightly bigger than my toys so I did feel a small amount of pain at first but it wore off fast and it was pure pleasure.
The hardest part was not moaning too loud. I came three times not the pillow I was laying on.
He was very fast and rough with it. Pulling my head back to bite and kiss my neck and back.
It want much longer until he came in my ass. He fell over on my back exhausted. I was literally shaking from my orgasm.
We fucked several more times on that trip and regularly from then on. We even did it after he got married.
We don't live near each other anymore but anytime we see each other we find the time to sneak away for at least a quickie.