Since my husband found out about an orgy I was involved in when I was twenty, he's been constantly asking me about it, and now wants me to re-enact something like it with him. Only he's more focused on it being with just three other men and himself, rather than the three women and two other females I had when I was twenty. In short he'd like to watch all three men do anything and everything they want with me sexually, then maybe as he says "Clean me up with his tongue".
We do have a varied sex life, which sometimes includes a female friend of ours. My husband does on the odd occasion fuck her, but he more often than not watches us make out, then fucks me.
So far I've dissuaded him from persuing the orgy by giving him more sex, and sex that's of a more crude nature. But he has begun to mention it again, especially when he fucks my pussy and uses a dildo to fuck my ass. He mentions things like "You'd look even better with a big thick cock up your ass honey".
Only last week he brought a young eighteen year old guy home he knows, from a bar he often visits on his way home from work. Telling me the young man has a big cock, he asked me if I'd suck the guy off and let him watch. I said no, but I was sorely tempted to say yes.
My problem is, my husband s cock isn't that big, and I'm so afraid if I have sex with men who have much larger cocks, will I ever want my husand again. He seems to think it'll make no difference, but I'm not too sure. Especially as my boyfriend when I was twenty, only had a relatively small penis, and I ended up fucking one of the men from the orgy over a five month period, still dating my boyfiend.
If it wasn't for that episode, I guess I would already have agreed to do as my husband wanted. But it's not that easy knowing what I do.
I just wish he'd never found out.