I was a serial cheater. I've had so many affairs but I've never been caught by my husband. He's never suspected, never been suspicious. As far as he knows he's the only man I've ever slept with but he's really one of about thirty. I've stopped cheating though because even though I need the sex I need the emotional lift of extramarital sex more. Each time I sleep with a man I can't just let it be sex for sex's sake it always ends up with me attached to the guy, trying to get more and more from him, wanting that emotional connection desperately until I drive the guy away. Honestly I know most men just want sex with me and that's it and so they run as soon as I show them there's more to it for me. I always end up hurt and depressed so I'm determined to avoid all affairs in the future. I'm going to stick to masturbating and trying to get more sex and emotional support from my husband as well.