I am sick and twisted in the head, I accept this and I never act out on it so that has to count.
But you see I really like watching my neighbor, she is small and petite and she walks around outside all the time in sweat pants and a tank top. She is not attractive at all and this has nothing to do with her being lesbian either.
I want to fuck her because of the way she moves her body, when she walks the swaying of her hips, the length of her legs and the way she bends over to pick things up.

I want to take her hard by force and drag her into her shed; there I want to r**e her body hard and for a long period. I want to bind her and gag her and explore every orifice of her body with whatever I can find, I want to torture those little tits of hers and make her scream and cry.

Then I want to after her long ordeal and knowing that she is forever broken, I tell want to tell her the only way to get free is to either put your hands upon my cock and sit on me while inserting it into her c**t where she will fuck me willingly, or to step up on the box in the middle of the floor and I will put the noose around her neck. Then If she takes that option I will be more then glad to insert myself into her and start fucking her again harder till she falls off the box and hangs herself, either way I want her.

Sick fantasy glad I am leaving it there, and talking to my shrink in the morning.