Im a good looking guy, and so a lot of gay guys tell me is that i have a really nice body.
Its not all muscle, its not fat, nor chunky just nice and soft with curve which i love.
I love my booty, its round, soft and looks just like a girls and i love this fact. so my twisted
confession begins....

When im turned on to a stupid degree ill go into my room, laying on top of my bed with the lights off and the tv on which illuminates my entire room like a movie theatre wearing nothing but my booty boxers. The shades will be open enough for someone with a good eye to be able to see through, ill rub my body down with my hands until im rock hard and take off my booty boxers to bring out my rock hard penis.

Ill begin doing really kinky stuff like smelling my own booty boxers, massaging my penis with lotion but never masterbating, teasing until my heart rate is visible through my penis and its beat red. ill just look at it, wishing i could blow myself, or wishing how at that moment i could be blowing a guy with a real nice penis, making love to it with my mouth like my life depended on it.

Sometimes I get so turned on knowing someone could be watching
that clearish pre cum runs out and each vein is popping.
Ill do this for a hour or three, just playing and massaging, thinking someone could be watching
and how i want them to see everything.

Ill write erotic, i****teous stories about my cousin and i fooling around when we were in our teens as we have done everything together so i keep a book of explicit, descriptive confessions that anyone could find at any time if they decided to snoop. but when i cant take it no more...

and my erect penis is so hard and throbbing that it hurts
i unload a massive amount of cum, just squirting like i nailed the hottest chick and spent hours eating her ass out. The explosion either goes all over my chest, hands and or face, this is my kink rule " If i cum, i must eat what i hunted for so long " I cant help it but moans come out because i spent a long time teasing myself.


If I decide to go on my own face i feel "uninterested " after, but before i tell myself that ill just force myself to either taste it or fall asleep with it all over my face. Sometimes ill cum in my own booty boxers, or one of the many pairs of underwear i stole from my cousin " most have endured 100's of loads " but in the end i usually taste the fruit of my labor....

sadly.... im to shy to just hook up with a guy, i have had amazing sex with two guys " one being my best friend "so far but i need that trust.... its nice this way because i prefer no condoms.. Im a bottom only so being ejaculated in is a very intimate bond, i feel like im home when im either riding a guy with only a hoodie on... its so nice... i cant wait for the next time... i have this electrcity that goes through my body when i accept the fact that yes i love women, but sometimes that a nice, clean cutt cock belongs pumping in my mouth or ass.