I'm a 44 year-old mother of three. My husband and I had two girls two years apart who are both going to the same university. We also have a son, Jake, who is about to turn 14. Jake was quite a surprise. My husband had a vasectomy so we thought he couldn't get me pregnant, but it turned out the vasectomy wasn't complete. Jake is a good kid and an honor student. He also is on the track and swim team. I couldn't be more proud of him.

This confession is about something that happened three days ago that is still making my head spin. I had a load of folded clothes that I was taking to Jake's room. I had thought he was over at a friend's house, so I opened his door and walked in. I was surprised to find Jake sitting naked on his office chair obviously masturbating. As soon as I walked in, he stopped and we stared at each other, him with his cock still in hand. I couldn't help it, but my eyes just dropped down to his penis. I immediately realized that it was really quite magnificent. Almost the same size as my husband's very generous 8". As I was looking at it, he suddenly exploded and semen was literally flying everywhere! I mean the first shot flew so far it landed on my shoe. He must have pumped at least six loads out before it stopped. I looked up at Jake and he was bright red. I immediately apologized and quickly exited his room. I had a flood of emotions. It was obvious that my little boy wasn't so little anymore. I was also afraid that he was humiliated that I had seen him like that. The very worst thing, however, is how turned on I was. I went to my room and found that my panties were soaked through. I started touching myself and came very hard within minutes. As soon as I did, the shame overwhelmed me. This is my son, my little boy, my perfect student, and yet I had just gotten off hard, thinking about what I saw.

Things have been awkward since "the episode". I tried to talk to him about it and tell him it was normal, but he just keeps avoiding me. Now, I feel like my very close relationship with my son, has been damaged. I know I need to talk with him and make him understand that it was my fault for barging in his room. The most shameful thing about all of this is that I had sex with my husband last night, and I just kept thinking about Jake's beautiful penis. I came three times hard and my husband even asked me what got into me. I have always thought of myself as a pretty "vanilla" woman. Occasionally my husband and I will watch a little porn to get us going, and we've experimented in the bedroom, but I've never had a kinky or perverted side at all. But now I find it hard to get the sight of Jake's "explosion" out of my head. Are there any other mothers out there who have had this happen? How did you handle it?

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by Anonymous on Feb 23, 2018 at 7:00 AM

Break the ice and go and jack him off!

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by Anonymous on Feb 23, 2018 at 7:22 PM

Maybe I should stop right now and block these confessions. But, in my heart I'm going to try again. Earlier today I was posting a comment and was cut off except for a small space near the top of some advertisements where I could continue but could only see the last couple words I typed. Okay, so I continued, not understanding what I was doing. Finally I lost everything.
So here I go again. "A few years ago on a cold winter night, my young son, I think maybe 13 at that time, needed a bath but I didn't trust him alone this night because of the mess he usually makes of the bathroom. I go into the kitchen and get a pretty large wash pan, fill it with warm water and return to the family room where he and his father were. I called him over and striped him of all his clothing. I had pulled my chair up close to the open fireplace where we used to heat the room. As I was bathing him I noticed he was getting an erection. I commenced washing him pretty hard around his erection and it became very hard so I said to his dad, "Look honey!" He was reading the evening news but he did lower the paper to look but then said "UH HUH" and started reading again. So I continued my sons bath and to my surprised he shot his load all over me and the floor. I finished with him and told him to put on his pajamas and get ready for bed. I did tell him as I was drying his body, "My baby has grown into a man." I think he was embarrassed. Anyway, I cleaned up his sperm from my clothing and the floor and emptied the wash pan.
So ends that part of the story. But a year or so later when he was either 15 or 16 years old another thing happened. Only now it's summertime. His dad owns his own business and works long hours. I like to take an afternoon nap but i don't trust my son being alone because he often wanders. So I made him lay with me on the bed. Soon he was unconsciously moving his feet sso I lightly slapped him on the belly and told him to knock it off, you're preventing me from resting. He did for awhile but was soon doing it again. This time I slapped his belly a little harder but lower. I felt something hard so I reached back over and discovered it was his erection again, but larger and harder. I asked him if he was remembering the bath I had given him years ago. I don't know what his answer was, he just grunted. I told him to turn over, put his arm around me and maybe he could also go to sleep. He did but it didn't help. I could feel his erection vibrating against my back and it was effecting me. I asked him if he knew lots about sex and if he had ever had sex with a girl. All he said was "NO" kind of in a lying manner. Anyway, I turned facing him and took his hand and placed it on my breast. At first he just held his hand there until I began squeezing and playing with his erection. This energized him, he began squeezing am tit and nipples. I asked if he wanted me to teach him something about sex. He kind of mumbled yes so we undressed each other until we were completely naked and I told him to get on top of me while I had my legs spread. He did and I guided his erection into my vagina and told him to push it in slowly. Once in we both began humping and soon we were ejaculating together.
I have to stop now and take care of myself. I am so turned on from my memories but can't get and help from my son because he is now in the army and away from home.
So, I hope this answers your question if other women have the same feelings.

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by Anonymous on Feb 24, 2018 at 6:40 AM

My son is the perfect mother-lover and has been so since his teens. That was a decade ago. All to say, a big, "so what?" It's what we both want.

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by Anonymous on Feb 24, 2018 at 7:59 AM

I wish I had a beautiful mom that would love me that way paul_gray_666@@h*****l.**m

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by Anonymous on Feb 24, 2018 at 10:29 PM

Twenty years ago when my son had just left home, I got depressed. I had got unemplyed months before, and maybe that and that my son left home was too big of a change in my life that it caused my depression.

I was not myself and I had really low self-esteem and thought people didn't liked me. I didn't knew what was wrong with me, but I couldn't clean the house, not to go to shower, not to wash my laundry. My son noticed that I was not in good condition and he began to visit me regularly and helping me. Maybe a year went by and I had been spending more time masturbating than anything else. If I saw just a little hint of something sexy either in magazine or in telly, I had to finger myself. My son noticed what I was doing all day long, but he didn't said anything. My house were too big for me, and I decided to move to a smaller apartment. My son noticed my toybox, but let it be. I was spending time playing with myself and then one time he brought it up.

I was so messed up that I said out loud how I needed someone to fuck me. In my mind, I was thinking of him then, because he was the only person who helped and listened me. We talked about sex later on too and because he had told me something about his hobbies, I bought him a toy as a birthday gift. I tried to be funny. Funny gift for my adult son. I did hoped he would try to make a move with me, but for that I had to wait till it was mothers day. It was regular mothers day. My son visited me, and he didn't had any sexy gifts, but when he said how his friends were with their moms and wouldn't meet him that day, we talked about sex and I asked could he fuck me. We did it, but it was clumsy and he had hard time to have orgasm. We fucked but then masturbated to make him cum.

I didn't handle it at all. I was desperate. What I did was only a scream in a dark night, only hoping he would hear it and fuck me. I don't feel bad about it.

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by Anonymous on Feb 27, 2018 at 1:54 PM

Okay, so the two genuine accounts from dames here clearly indicate they don't handle it well. Once they are with their sons, they become addicted to him, to the point of irrational behavior. Even thoughts of their son & his genitalia send them nearly out of their minds with wanton desire for him.

To that point, those are the ones who are able to control themselves enough to report on it. The rest are most likely too overwhelmed with sexual desire for him, or overtaken with sexual emotions regarding him to write about it. It's truly amazing to understand the immense, overpowering emotional strength a man can manipulate & exploit a woman with. I enjoy knowing the psychology of such possessing power.

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by Anonymous on Feb 27, 2018 at 9:56 PM

Wow. Some of these responses are interesting. I honestly wouldn't have ever thought any mother could get turned on by thoughts her son, but I guess it happens more than you think. Although I do want things to just go back to normal, I have to admit that I have really been giving my husband a workout. We've had sex once, twice, and even three times, every day since I caught Jake. I'm afraid that this has awakened some kind of dark, evil side of me I wasn't aware I even had.

To make matters worse, Jake left his iPhone at home today when he went to school. I've seen him open his phone so I knew how to get into it. I was curious to see if he has any girls chasing him (he does and who can blame them?), but then I found an album labeled "M". I opened it and was shocked to see hundreds of pictures of me. Many were just normal family photos, but as I went through I realized that he had been taking "sneaky" pictures of me for some time. There were quite a few from last summer of me in my bikini, I had no idea he took. There were pictures of me bent over cleaning the tub, showing far more than I thought I was. Several other pictures were taken of wearing a loose sweatshirt sitting at our dining room table. I had a project where I was making a scrapbook for my oldest daughter's birthday. I usually don't wear a bra around the house when I am just getting things done, but I had no idea how much of me was on display. About half of the pictures clearly showed one nipple or both. In for a penny, in for a pound, so I started looking through all of his albums. The next one was labeled "N". There were more pictures of me, but in them I was completely nude, topless, or bottomless! I was either in the shower or dressing. That's when I realized that when I caught him in flagrante delicto, he had his phone propped up on his desk. I couldn't see it as it faced away from me, but now I realize that he was masturbating to pictures me!

I felt a little bit violated as I had no idea somebody was spying on me, but at the same time I was incredibly turned on. I stripped off my sweats and masturbated to two glorious orgasms within a few minutes right there in Jake's room. During my second orgasm, I gushed liked a fountain when I came and soaked the bed! I always thought gushing was a myth, but now I know better. I had to rush to get his sheets washed and dried before he came home from school. The thing I really can't figure out is how I have never caught him in the act of photographing me, but he had obviously been taking pictures of me for quite some time. I guess that partially answers why he is so awkward around me now. I don't know if I should approach Jake about this, or if I should just keep the status quo and keep fucking the living shit out of my husband every chance I get.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Mar 1, 2018 at 12:48 AM

You should have taken a pic with his phone of you fingering yourself for him.

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by Anonymous on Mar 5, 2018 at 9:51 AM

I am a married older woman and very open minded sexually. First off there are many mothers who do masturbate their sons and do have a healthy sexual relationship with them, however you do have your husband to consider. If you and your son do engage in a sexual relationship it must be very discrete or you can bring up some sex talk with hubby about seeing your son and how big he is see what he says. What do you feel like ??You can walk in on your son again and ask him if you can finish for him. What ever you decide you must consider all your options and outcome and be in touch with your feeling and desirers .. Good Luck

DM

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by Anonymous on Mar 23, 2018 at 11:01 AM

Once your son has u he will want nobody else this is a guys biggest fantasy outside from having two twin sisters
.to have your own mother nothing can compete with. its the ultimate fantasy and the ultimate reality

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by Anonymous on Apr 7, 2018 at 4:54 PM

This is the OP. I've been very aware of my urges and I've done a very good job of not acting on them, mostly by fucking my worn-out husband raw. Then yesterday, I crossed a line. I have been hyper-vigilant to see if Jake had been trying to get any photos of me. I hadn't noticed anything until yesterday. I'd had a long day cleaning out the garage and I was a little sore and figured that I deserved a little relaxation. I drew a hot bath and sunk into the warm water, enjoying the soothing effects on my back. That's when I caught some movement in my makeup mirror. It was positioned on the counter and turned in such a way that I could see the bathroom door. There was Jake! He was watching me in the tub completely oblivious that I was could see him. He was positioned behind the door so that even if I turned around I wouldn't be able to see him. When I realized that he had a perfect neck-down view of my body, I felt my pussy tingling with excitement. I decided to put on a little show for him. I got my razor and first started to shave my legs, which required my legs to be wide open. I've always kept my pubic hair trimmed nicely, but I suddenly had the urge to shave it off completely, just to lengthen the show.

I started to shave from the top down, getting close to my clit. I heard a quiet gasp from behind the door when I did that and suppressed a smile. Then, I began shaving my pussy lips careful holding them wide open for easy access. I have never been so turned on in my life. I could feel copious amounts of my natural lube mixing with the warm bath water. During the process my thumb brushed across my clit sending an electric shock up and down my body. That's when I crossed the line. I had watched Jake ejaculate right in front of me a few weeks ago. So, it was only fair that he gets to watch me as well.

As I finished shaving I put down the razor, but then I started to slowly circle my clit with my finger. I was so turned on I nearly came immediately. I could have sworn I heard a sudden intake of breath when I did this. I confirmed that Jake was still watching. I continued gently rubbing my clit and I laid on my back and put my legs over the edge of the tub. Then I inserted a finger into my pussy and then another. I couldn't see Jake anymore from my vantage point, but I could imagine what he was seeing his dear old mother do. I increased the tempo of my ministrations feeling myself getting closer to my orgasm. I wasn't even prepared for my orgasm when it hit, and I screamed out in ecstasy. It was the most intense orgasm of my life and it just kept going. I was bucking and moaning, and my legs were twitching like crazy. When it finally subsided, I was completely spent. I looked up at the mirror as I started getting out of the tub just in time to see Jake's head disappearing around the corner.

I didn't really know how I felt. The orgasm was earth-shattering, but I had just knowingly masturbated while my son watched! I was thrilled and ashamed at the same time. As I dried off and walked out to my bedroom, I got another surprise. I stepped on something slick and damn near slipped. I bent down to see the unmistakable sight of puddles of Jake's semen! He had just cum watching me masturbate. It looked like he tried to wipe some of it up, but there were still puddles of it on the floor. That made me instantly horny again. Hubby got home a few minutes later, and I attacked him with vigor. I didn't let him stop until he had banged all the illicit desires out of me.
I don't know where this is all leading, but it does scare me.

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by Anonymous on Apr 18, 2018 at 7:46 AM

Hi OP,

I had bookmarked your confession but haven't had time to check back until now. Wow... sounds like you've been busy! I don't have any personal experience to add, but I do want to say that this is all incredibly sexy and naughty. I think you're wise in taking it very slowly. Please continue to update us. I can't wait to hear the next chapter in your journey...

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by Anonymous on May 6, 2018 at 10:48 AM

It has been nearly a month since the incident where I masturbated, knowing that Jake was watching me. I've been so worried about putting myself in a situation where I might do something that can't be undone, but I crossed all kinds of boundaries this past week. I find myself looking Jake over when he isn't aware. He is fourteen now, but it seems that he is getting taller, more muscular, and more masculine each day. I know the swim coach had been working some weight-lifting into the swim team's training routine. Now that swim season is over, he and a couple of friends are hitting the gym hard and the results are magnificent. It was warm enough last weekend for us to have a barbeque and swim in the pool. I really did have trouble keeping my eyes off Jake. Jake's sister was in town and my husband was there, so I was trying to be discreet. He now has chiseled six-pack abs, a nice V-shape to his deltoids, and his arms are bulging with muscles. My husband has always been slim and well-muscled, and Jake obviously inherited his genetics. My evil side did get the better of me and I decided to wear a little one-piece suit that shows most of my ass and too much cleavage. I made sure I was bending over the picnic table across from Jake as I served his food. I know he had a very good view of my attributes, because when I looked up at his face he was beet red.

After lunch we were playing volleyball in the pool, Jake was on my side while my husband and daughter were on the other. We were all having a lot of fun, but when I jumped to hit the ball one time the top part of my suit came down. I didn't even notice until, Chantel hollered that my boobs were showing and started laughing. I immediately dropped in the water and fixed my suit. I guess Jake got an eyeful because when I looked at Jake he was beet red again.

We got back to playing and at one point I backed into Jake and felt something hard. I guess it was just an automatic response, but I reached behind me to see what it was, and my hand wrapped around Jake's rock-hard erection tenting out his swim trunks. I pulled my hand away like I'd burned it in a fire, but the damage was done. I knew he had seen my breasts and that I had made him rock hard. I'm sure he was mortified because he said that he was tired of playing and just wanted to relax in the pool. So, he went off to the end of the pool, to sulk by himself.

After a while, my husband and daughter decided to run up to Redbox to get us some movies to watch. I decided to talk to Jake and try to make him feel better. I went over to him and sat on the pool steps next to him. I told him that he shouldn't feel bad and apologized for accidentally grabbing him. I told him that boys his age get spontaneous erections all the time. He looked like he wanted to die. I told him again that I was his mother and told him I didn't want this to get in the way of our relationship. Then I said the stupidest thing…I told him he should be proud to have such an impressive member. I immediately regretted saying that, but he asked me if he really did. I told him that he would make some girl very happy someday. Then he told me that getting erections at random times had never been a problem for him before. I assured him that as he got further into adolescence, they would become more frequent. That's when he blurted out that the only time he ever gets them is around me! Then he said, “Don't you get it mom? Your hot! In fact, you're the sexiest woman I've ever seen. I know you're my mom, but when I'm around you I can't control it. And now you'll hate me for saying that.” Wow! It was my turn to be flustered and speechless.

I did assure him that I would never hate him, in fact, that I would always love him. I put my arm around him and went to kiss him on the forehead like l always do. He moved his face up to mine and he kissed me full on the lips! The kiss was short, but it stirred something in me. Then he shocked me by wrapping his hand around my neck and again pulling me in for a long, deep kiss, and I was too surprised to stop it. Talk about a flood of emotions! Part of me wanted to jump up and run screaming into the house, but the other part wanted to rip my suit off and give myself to him right there. I do know it was not the awkward kiss of an adolescent boy. It was a very sexy, passionate, and adult kiss and I wondered how he had learned to kiss like that. I finally came to my senses and broke the kiss, but it left my pussy tingling.

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by Anonymous on May 6, 2018 at 10:48 AM

He got pretty upset again and apologized as he got up quickly to leave. I grabbed his arm, so he wouldn't leave feeling bad. I just told him that it was alright, that I wasn't mad at him, but that we couldn't ever do that again. I also told him that I'd found his stash of pictures of me. I told him that it was OK to fantasize, but that it would have to stay a fantasy. He turned bright red and mumbled that he was sorry about taking pictures of me and he would delete them. I found myself telling him it was OK, that he could keep the pictures. I couldn't believe that I told him that. He stopped in his tracks and stared at me and asked, “Really, I can keep them?” I just nodded that he could. Then shocked myself again by telling him that maybe I would add some more to his collection and winked at him. He rushed off, telling me that he needed to go take care of himself.

When I got to my room and removed my suit, I was shocked at how wet my pussy was. Then I got my iPhone and started taking provocative pictures of myself in the bathroom mirror. I deleted most of them, but I sent 5 of them to Jake's phone. I had just finished when my husband came in the bedroom. I was a wild banshee. I attacked him, pushed him down on the bed and mounted him. I fucked him like he was the last man on earth, bringing myself to at least three orgasms. He still doesn't know what to do with this sex fiend he is living with now, but he certainly doesn't complain!

For my part, I immediately felt deep shame for my actions with Jake and especially sending him nude photos of me. I wished afterwards that I could just delete them, but I know it's too late. I don't think I could ever live with myself if I ever cross that line with Jake, but I fear that I've opened Pandora's box.

Since that last weekend, Jake's behavior has dramatically changed around me. He is back to his old cheerful self and he isn't trying to avoid me anymore. In fact, when I came down this morning to make coffee in my night gown, he openly looked me up and down and told me I looked sexy in it. I started to scold him, but I know that I am responsible for allowing all of this to happen, so I just smiled and thanked him. He gave me a quick peck on the cheek and in a conspiratorial whisper, thanked me for the photos before walking out of the room. It was my turn to turn beet red. God, I'm so ashamed of what I've done, but so turned I feel like I'm in heat! My husband got another round of rowdy, passionate morning sex when I got upstairs.

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by Anonymous on May 29, 2018 at 11:07 PM

Any more updates? Your updates are amazing...

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