Call it what you want, but we would play fuck my girl, not just get on her and pretend fuck or worse pretend by using a so called sex aide. A strapon is silly and stupid and hand fucking her with a fake penis is also stupid. When I say fuck, I mean get on her with a real, but imaginary penis and fuck her and pretend to fill her with my seed. We refuse to use any stupid toys.

We live together. When we were in college We had a large bed, it was a queen. When we moved and the opportunity came up and we were going to buy our own bed we bought a standard full size bed. I don't want to be where I can't touch her or hold her or get on her because the bed is too big. I want her against me all night long. Life was perfect.

We took cooking lessons at this place that sold cookware for something to do. We fixed a lasagna, but it is too much for two people so we invited the guy that lives next door. We both got penis from him. Too much wine and too much talk and we confessed that we didn't do penis, sorry but we were strictly fem. But one thing let to another and we both did penis that night, our first time. It was not what he said, and it was very upsetting watching her get penis for real. It is still very upsetting. It was a very stupid thing we did. It has also made it very hard with him as our neighbor because he know owns the place and comes over all the time.

I have to reverse roles when he is with us, but it will never work for him to ever think that he has a place with her. What all this has done is that it has made it harder for me to play the part with her. We still have our play time, but we both know it is fake now. So why play at it. She doesn't mind, she always just played along anyway. It is like our thing was taken away from us. We're both naturally fem and always have been. It was just thing that is now gone away. We used to play bad ass and bitch, but now we play sissy princess and daddy is coming to get you, and he really is right next door.