This goes back to sorority days and Nadia, a close female friend with benefits who was deeply into sex of any kind. She introduced me to lesbian sex before I had any sex at all and it was wonderful. She also fucked a lot of boys and the word was out about how fast and loose she was. We had a game where I hid in the closet, cracked the door and watched her. I was amazed how differently a few of the boys fucked. Some were imaginative. Others just jumped on her missionary style, got their climax then jumped off. Those were quickly removed from Nadia's list, never to get seconds.

I used to masturbate a lot while watching her. Once in a while I would come when she did and I liked the psychological mood of that very much. Rarely, I would watch her with another girl and wanted to join, but for reasons I cannot now explain, I never joined Nadia in her adventures except for what I did in the closet, by myself.

This is probably not the most startling confession on here but it's what I have to offer.